good and bad...
well da good part was cool...i was wif rach da whole day haha
first to comt and den it was break..waaa we walked from blk 47(our comt class) to alumni clubhouse but full den went to sim but again full and den went to canteen 1...AGAIN FULL! lol...in da end we went tot atrium to eat sumth small den went to blk 50 for IAC...waa today presentation...lol...nerve wrecking lol...nvm...at least didnt screw up...lol den went to BK at west mall wif rach....haiz....damn sad la!!
i tell u ah....last week i fought wif my 5 yr old cousin!! annoying bastard! whole day annoy me sia!! i cannot tahan lors!! i tell u i handle 60 kids his age at work...hw cn i nt handle dis idiot? guess wad he did to me frm 12pm all da way tilll 8pm!
i tell u ah
he did
1. he force my 15-yr old cousin and I play his psp. we said we dun wan...we duno hw to play...
2. he force me lend him my psp wen he alredi got 1! fker! den he took my psp without permission..den i took back.....den he snatched it back from me and dis angers me!! FKER LORS!! he literallly pressed my screen so fking hard!! lucky my lcd neva crack....wads mroe im selling da psp to rach....waaaa
3. he was so rude....my sis tok to him..he close his ears!
4. HE ANGRY. HE SMACK MY BALLS!! typical reaction is wen sum1 smack my balls wen im lying down.....my legs fly...den hit him...den he went crying to da adults outside say i beat him up..WTF LA!!
den adults scold me sia! say i duno hw to give way..den i beat kids up...WTF! i tell dem...den dey say...."he's just a kid!"
FUCK U LA!!
den he go tell my mum i beat him up again! wif his fake tears! den my mum scold me...at dat time i was like so fking angry! blood boiling liao...i literally shouted dat kid..
"I DUN WANNA C UR FACE ANYMORE!!" and stomped off....den he cry! fake tears again lors!
den stomp off da house den dad aask wad happen?!? lol...i say nth...den stomp off....sat at da playground under my block....10% of my brains was tinking of death lors but den i tink again...for waad kill myself for an idiot like dat kid....aiya ignore him liao...reach home dad was like, "waaa wad type of parent teach dat child to fight back to their big broda like dat?" da funny ting is...my dad was siding me...i was reli shocked...he reli does love me.......den my mum was siding me too....
den 2 days later till today..i found out smth reli rlei dat made me angry! my mum told me...da mother of my 15 yr old cousin said to her son, "dun b like luqman! he is damn rude! neva say goodbye den just stomp off like its his house like dat! i wan u be good boy!"
FUCK SIA!! just as i tot da problem settled......now my heart is burning! damn muthafking angry!! after alll da times i became a good role model for all da younger cousins and i get treated like dis....waaaaa slowly da 10% tinking of death increased to 15%.....i duno y ppl like to hate! FK THOSE HATERZ! slowly month by month der is definitely da number of haterz hu hate me increasing sia!
FUCK ALL THOSE HATERZ!
aiya...now i dun even care abt my uncles and aunties.....and my cousins....coz everytime do smth wrong...i kena blamed! SHIT MAN! I KENA BLAMED FOR DIS FOR DAT FOR SHIT FOR CRAP! nvm..now i just love my grandparents & parents aite! and my sis! and my 15 yr old cousins. ALL DA HATERZ: FUCK OFF MY LIFE!! u wanna hate me so much just bcuz i cnt give way to a 5 year old?!?!?! DATS FKING GAY! he is no ordinary 5 year old....if he neva change his attitude...he is going to be so hated in da future!
i just wish hatred dun exist.....
