in secondary school, i always "bus-ted" my friends. like when he/she organize outing and wants me to go. i neva go...
now i guess its vice versa for me.....i organize outings and my frenz neva go...
im reli tinking alot nw. i love myself and i knw im rdy to love sum1..
but....ders just sumth abt me dat i dun like....and its hard for me to like...
dat is my social life and da attitude towards dem. it reli sucks...its part of me and i cnt change it...
maybe its hereditary.....from my dad.
i duno...did i develop dis attitude thru my crappy shit ass life in secondary school?
i reli wanna get rid of it.
though there are some annoying fuckers in my social life nw. they make my everyday life a living nightmare....but well....what to do? just dun give a fuck about dem. dun bother about dem.
well......
sum ppl knw who im refering to..
sum dun...
those hu dun...dun ask...
those hu do...dun tell.....
ok done... i had enuf blogging for today....
