~ * ~ Lif3 is full of UPz & DOWNz ~ * ~

Long time no see

2010-06-23T15:15:00.002+08:00

yo! haven't blogged for so long. HAHAHH! wazzzzup!

yeah! created a podbean account. (:
http://zephyrkim.podbean.com

yea! HAHAH there's Mestafest's cover of Through The Wire there. (:
hahahaha
btw Mestafest is my rap group. cinsisting of me(K.I.M) and Hariz(Wizle)

yeah. so enjoy hahaha!

bored.

2010-05-19T11:35:00.003+08:00

Having VCSG now. im falling asleep! ytd did my AEP assignment from 10pm-12am. and fell asleep like 2am LOL.

Camp is over. There are just some fuckers who don't appreciate what i did during camp. Well. don't wanna mention names. Why can't people just appreciate things in life?

nvm. I guess i just have to relax these few days. I dun get it. I've done so much for camp. It is just that some of helpers are just too mentally blind to see it. Yes i agree it is my fault that i didn't give you guys enough sleep, i apologize. But i know some of you are just plainly talking behind my back. COWARDS! You wanna say it! Say it in front of me! In my face! *breathe in breathe out* ok relax. I am just releasing what I have to say. well I use my blog as an "Anger Releasing" method. so i blog out my frustrations and unhappiness. You think it is easy to be in my shoes....Come! i welcome you into my life!

A LIFE FULL OF SHIT!

1. Financial Problems

2. Father giving problems and not holding his responsibility as a dad

3. Class hates me because of my past mistakes

4. People backstabbing me everywhere

5. People making fun of my size

6. Academic problems

7. Addiction to some stuff i rather not say on my blog

8. I can never do anything right

9. I have no specific talent currently

There are more to that list. you tell me.

Wooo i gotta start to relax already

big problems around me. But heck them. Ignore them. You backstab me, it is gonna hell difficult for me to forgive u.

And even if i do, i will probably treat you differently. God hates people to backstab other people.

From the Al-Quran:

O ye who believe! Let not some men among you laugh at others: It may be that the (latter) are better than the (former): Nor let some women laugh at others: It may be that the (latter are better than the (former): Nor defame nor be sarcastic to each other, nor call each other by (offensive) nicknames: Ill-seeming is a name connoting wickedness, (to be used of one) after he has believed: And those who do not desist are (indeed) doing wrong

sians

2010-05-11T14:57:00.002+08:00

Currently working my shift at studio27. i am like damn emo shit now. alot of things to do by today.

-buy the cloth for the group identities

-mixing assignment

-Work at kumon

Kill me sum1. waaa the thing is no one wanna help me buy. It is like wtf! nvm. forget it. no choice....

time to get back to work. see ya...

Enter into the Camp Mood

2010-05-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

Yes! NP Shooting Club FOC is in a week's time :D

Camp Element!

and you are reading the blog of the Camp Chief for this camp :D!

really excited to lead the camp with Estella (Vice-Camp Chief) :D

WoooooooooooHooooooooo!

Waaaa really my friends rock to the core!

Really gotta start saying thanks here.

Appreciation time :D

Thanks to..

1. Shamus, Qing Hui, Jia Jun, Yi Hui, Serene, Gary, Nah & Sarip. You guys have been great friends to me in class. Thanks for everything. Qing Hui, Shamus & Gary, Hope you guys be great musicians in the future. Practice hard! Yi Hui, My Working buddy! Great working with you in Kumon and yeah thanks for the support. Serene, Nah, Sarip & JJ, Thanks for being a great friend to me :D

2. Stage52 :D (referring to every single one of you). Thanks guys! You guys have been my pillars of support. Thanks for pulling up my self-esteem and confidence level (after talking to some of you guys) Sorry i backed out from the production last minute. Hope you guys have a great show this Thursday and have great productions in the future. I will definitely continue to support you guys. Love ya guys!

3. Hariz :D Yes! My god-brother! And my Crew mate. Hope you have a great future in terms of Acads and your love life HAHAHAHA! May we work together to make our first recording and hopefully our first album :D

4. Clara :D My closest friend to me now. Sorry for all the things I've done to you in the past and please enjoy your time in RP! Thanks for being a great listening ear and best friend to me. Love ya best friend!

5. Shu Fen. My God-Sister. Happy belated. Though i have already wished you HAHAHAH! We should go out some day with Yun Xin again. You have been the one that gave me great memories in the past year. :D Enjoy your remaining months in RP :D Love ya sis!

6. NPSC Committee and FOC Camp Committee. Yes! Thanks for all the understanding. Sorry if I've been super damn annoying or demanding during the camp meetings. :D We shall work together to have a great camp!

7. Haziq. God-Bro! Dude! Haven't seen you for very long. I might not be able to make it this Saturday for your PS3 & Movie party ): sorry. Hope to see your soon.

For those i missed out, sorry. But i love everyone (Please. Don't think dirty). I get annoyed by people who think love is just "I LOVE YOU MY DARLING!!" BGR bullshit. Love is a universal language. One to show feelings of friendship, closeness and trust towards another person. :D

Yeah so i will pray for your health and hope you guys do well for your future. Omg i sound so deep damn!

Ok back to Happy mode! :D

HAHAHHA! WOOOOOOOO!

1. Thursday is Production day again. Guys Catch TIES (REPLAY!) @ LT26! 7pm-9pm. $5 per ticket. A Must-Watch!

2. Wednesday (tomorrow) till next Friday (14th May 2010) is V21 09/10 are exhibiting the photos we took. :D Drop by the library (Campus library) anytime during your breaks or anytime you're free. And be amazed by a rainbow of colors :D

3. NPSC FOC is on 14th May-16th May. Hope my NPSC juniors and the camp leaders and helpers are ready for the best camp in NPSC history (based on the plan). Camp Element! Hint: Be in your tribal mood guys!

My H1N1 have somewhat recovered and yeah. feeling better now. Just feeling a lil' exhausted.

Luqman will be healthy by camp :D Trust me!

30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

2010-05-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

6th day

2010-04-30T09:29:00.002+08:00

6th Day of H1N1

Yeah! i've caught H1N1. 1 week on MC. i really miss school.

past week been coughing badly. fever's been fluctuating. i've learnt to appreciate home-made food :DDD

hahaha

well next week, it's back to school when i am healthy again :D hopefully.

Fuck all these shit!

2010-04-24T13:27:00.002+08:00

I had enough already

problems in school (academics), problems in class, problems at home!, love problems...

Give me a fucking place where i won't make a mistake!!! Serious. i feel like a fucking failure.

Problems in school:

Because of my fucking addiction to games and Net surfing in the past, i've been having problems concentrating in class. really a lot of problems.

Problems in class:

yeah! can sense. there are still fuckers who hate me in class. eg. i dun wanna name them so yeah. a lot of problems. back stab here back stab there. like fuck!

Problems at home:

yeah! that guy still haven't settle his stupid credit card bills. still needing money from every1! i mean. your parents provide u with money rite? my dad, ask money from him rite? it is like asking a smoker to quit smoking sia! the funny ting rite. he is wasting his pay on cigarettes and 4-D! CB! then now i wanna buy an iPhone with line. my mum say dun. cause i have no money to pay for my bill. knn! it is like waa cb i work so hard yet pay is like neva enuf! fuck my stupid habit of spending. fuck! so far i've started saving and i've got $20. i wan more! more! more! more! i wanna sell the PS2 and the PC and fuck! i wanna sell everyth in my room that is worth a bomb! except my guitar and my laptop of coz. the two precious tings in my room. the rest. such as my PS2, my PC, my decos. i reli duno la! i reli reli reli need money. i owe starhub $124 and owe SH $15. i reli nid to return them ASAP!!!

love problems:

i really dun wanna tok abt this! but i guess i shall just let it go! u guys wanna knw just ask me...

ok i'm done! im heading off to work

fed up alredi!

First two days of sch

2010-04-20T16:16:00.003+08:00

First two days of school. good and bad...

good ting is IS: WISP AND MQE rocks to the core! damn fun first day!
next up, today. well.....first day of Live sound, Vid Conferencing and streaming and stage lighting. Sounds fun..and also my first day on the job at studio27 :D hahahahha!

HAHAHAHHA!

bad cz....errr.......dun wana tok abt it...

but yeah. crashing cca booth later. and having dinner with cla :DDDD
stage lighting lecture time :D see ya!

...

2010-04-17T11:41:00.002+08:00

i hate it! can u pls do not touch the stuff in my room? i knw u wanna clean up my room. but what the hell. i cnt find my stuff. firstly, my dad placed my line cable in my camp toiletries bag. i was like wtf! please la. can u just leave it on my elec guitar and dun touch it? and next, my dad stupidly without thinking, threw my costume into the basket of dirty clothes. and theres a reason y i hanged up my costume on the window and not throw into the basket of dirty clothes. damn! this is the result of not thinking before u act! now im like 1 hr from rehearsal and performance at 7pm and i have to wash my costume cz it smells bad! seriously THINK!! THINK before u act can?!?! wait dun even think! get the f outta my room and dun even enter it! nth here belongs to u

hahaha!

2010-04-12T00:40:00.001+08:00

been bz these few days. no time to blog. but. well i guess im finding time now. tomorrow's the start of a 5 day straight rehearsal for friday's and saturday's performance. :DDDD yeah. well gonna b tiring as i am working on mon and tues night. i am taking leave on thurs to have a good rest before the performance on friday. Yeah. those who reading this post. go to my facebook! look at the photos i am tagged in. there's a poster of the play i am acting in there. just a small role. but every role plays a part in the production. :D

well all the best to stage52 for the play :D. our 1st play.

:D
yeah. reli tinking what to do with my upcoming pay nxt week. firstly, pay back my debts with joshua, soon heng, shamus(and pay for his guitar), angelo, who else...hmmms i knw i missed out quite a few people. and the remaining..shud i buy a iphone with line $150+....or shud i save up another month and get my family a nintendo wii? :D or shud i get myself a new set of headphones....Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms thinking. hope my dad gives me $100 end of this month (which is practically impossible). maybe shud start saving. mum's giving me $10 everyday for rehearsals. maybe can spend like errrr $5 on dinner? before work. and $2 on a drink. and maybe save $3 a day. $3x5 = $15. wen sch reopen i guess saving $2 will be fine. so its $10/wk. $10 x 4 for a schooling mnth. $40 a mnth + S27 pay + Kumon pay. well hopefully can pay off all my debts first....

and then can buy those stuff i always wanted...

Fed up!

2010-04-05T23:46:00.003+08:00

i had enough of him. and him is my so-called father. first, he takes my money. then, we always fight. then, he complains about the guitar i bought from shamus. then, now i found out from my sis that he fucking backstabbed me.

And if you guys know me well,

I REALLY FUCKING HATE BACKSTABBERS!!!!!

he asked me for money again ytd. said i am working, dun i earn any money? y can spend on the guitar, but can't give him. in my mind, i was like, FUCK! hello! u earn like 2k/mnth. i earn like 200-300/mnth. i got my internet bills to pay. and the debts i owe my friend. i spend on guitar cz i wanna learn. then now i found out my sis say she overheard him toking on the phone say wad, "can buy guitar, cannot give me money!".

i only got one thing to say, "FUCK YOU!"

damn! i really damn pissed already. cannot take it!

ask u change so many times, yet, come back again

eh! u want money money rite? STOP SMOKING! yes! STOP BUYING FUCKING 4-D!! yes! fucking waste money!

Smoking does not benefit u in any way!

So does 4-D!

actually y does 4-D even exist? Fucking government wants money! and Singaporeans stupidly losing money! Like what fuck? to hardcore singaporean gamblers: y believe in all these stupid luck?!?! those ppl who want money badly, GO FIND A FUCKING JOB! u dun have any education? WHO ASK U SO STUPID NEVER STUDY! or go work as cleaner or smth! at least earn some cash. so little cash but still, CASH!

damn you! because of fuckers like you, teens like us have to suffer! cz some of us are working part time. parent(s) losing money bcuz of gambling and we have to provide our parent(s)!

screw it already! i reli wanna chill out alreadi! reli cnt take it!

Timetable with IS :) and without AEP ):

2010-03-29T16:15:00.004+08:00

Legend:

WISP: World Issues: A Singapore Perspective (heard this is going to be like Social Studies)

MQE: Mind Quest for excellence

LSTY: Live Sound Technology

VCSG: Video Conferencing and Streaming Technology

STLG: Stage Lighting

ILPA: Intro to Live Performing Arts

ooo another nice song :D Puzzle of my heart by westlife

2010-03-28T23:51:00.001+08:00

It's the way she fills my senses
It's the perfume that she wears
I feel I'm losing my defences
To the colour of her hair

And every little piece of her is right
Just thinking about her
Takes me through the night

[Chorus]
Every time we meet
The picture is complete
Every time we touch
The feeling is too much
She's all I ever need
To fall in love again
I knew it from the very start

She's the puzzle of my heart

It's the way she's always smiling
That makes me think she never cries
I feel I'm losing my defences
To the colour of her eyes

And every little piece of her is right

[Chorus]

Like a miracle she's meant to be
She became the light inside of me
And I can feel her like a memory
From long... ago

[Chorus]

Every time we meet
The picture is complete
Every time we touch
The feeling is too much

Every time we meet
The picture is complete
Every time we touch
The feeling is too much
She's all I ever need
To fall in love again
I knew it from the very start
She's the puzzle of my heart

The song that is stuck in my head now. EMO Song man! but it is nice. Soledad by Westlife

2010-03-28T23:42:00.001+08:00

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll relise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

btw

2010-03-23T14:28:00.001+08:00

btw like the new skin? its plain.. cz im lazy to edit ahhaha

Hey man.

2010-03-23T13:53:00.002+08:00

loads of stuff this holiday. S52 camp and SC Chalet over...

Now holidays are full of work work work!

-literally work @ Kumon

-S52 Theater Production Rehearsal (Drama again. though i have only 3 lines HAHAHH)

-NPSC FOC Planning

NP freshies, join NP Shooting Club and u will have a fun time!!! ;D during trainings and camps ;DDDDDD

but let me tell u this, if u have job, 50% of your freedom is practically gone!! TT

but for the sake of money, yes i dun mind doing it. Long term man! Long Term!

Anyways i friggin owe starhub $94 LOL. damn!! nid to pay by 25th March.

i guess thats basically it. done. :D see ya guys soon!

yeah yeah yeah. i know it's been a long time since i last blogged

2010-03-01T19:26:00.003+08:00

yeah. been bz with projects and exams. now year 2 of poly is finally over. having my vacation now. entering rot mode. hhhahaha

well. the prob. well. guitar is screwed......

psp is screwed too. LOL. yeah stupid story ok. nvm i just explain.

LOL. i woke up and got out from my bed. didn't realize my psp was on the floor. at first, i didn't know what i stepped on until i heard a crack. i was like wth! then looked down, holy!!! my psp. LOL. switched it on. LCD screen big crack lol.. yeah here's a pic of it.

now i dun know what to do. repair it or dun bother. cz my psp is damn old and repairing it requires cash. damn! well i guess life's like that eh...

hmmmms sentosa outing was damn damn fun. hahaha! go to my facebook to view the pics hahahha! LOL

oh and one more thing

2010-01-28T10:38:00.003+08:00

why can't people trust my photography skills?

fine! if u all think my photography sucks...then fine! WE WILL SEE WHO SUCCEEDS IN THE FUTURE!

Photography is my love. Interest will lead to Passion and Passion will lead to Skills

So interest + passion + skills = Success!

yes! i am very confident i can create a bright future for myself.

ok released all my anger..really feel better now

This will make me ULTRAnumb

2010-01-28T10:22:00.002+08:00

yeah it is a song. these few days haven't been good for me. i feel like some people just don't know when to stop talking. every word you say only makes me feel insulted and hurt. my life is my problem. why do you care? i dun get it. i just wanna move on with life. must you add fuel to fire? muthafker. well it is your own grave. i dun get it y people can't seem to forgive me and hate me just because of one mistake i made. like i will never change. i changed yes. I WILL IGNORE PEOPLE LIKE YOU FROM NOW ON! there i said it. like i said above. IT WILL FOLLOW YOU INTO YOUR GRAVE. y is it so difficult to forgive and forget? i dun get it. nvm

i wanna change the world.

no more global warming
no more hatred
no more war and more peace
no more nuclear weapons
no more pollution
no more gangsterism
no more terrorism

y cant everyone just be good? and God shall repay us for our good deeds.

Is it so harmful to be good? Huh?! IS IT?!?!?!!?

y must we have war?! u know if all these didn't exist, i wudn't be like this. i wudn't be in the state i am now!!

Confused and Disappointed

2010-01-26T22:27:00.003+08:00

Disappointed with myself. Confused with my love life.

I know alot of ppl will read this. but i set this straight. i liked this girl (dun wanna mention name) wen i was in sec 4 and poly year 1. Today, i went out with her supposedly to play L4D2 but we headed over to vivo instead to walk around and have ice cream. she told me about the guy she likes. after she told me the story. my mind started going crazy. it is like i asked her y did she reject me for 3 times in 2007 and 2008. i mean. yeah. and she even said this just now, "i dun ever wanna love u until the world ends". slam. *glass shatters* but then, i said, "y be my friend? when u know of all the bad things i've done in secondary school. and me being infamous in the school." she said, "coz u are a very good fren"

i was stunned when she said that. then, that i realize y was i trying to get her all along. wen she actually likes me alot as a friend. i mean. there were or are some bitches that act as my friend but got me into trouble loads of times. but, this girl, there is sumth about her that makes her, my special friend. she reli treats me as a real friend. i really appreciate that. haiz. i guess, all i have to do is to support her with the guy she likes. All the best girl!

she even said this, "try losing weight. girls will love guys who are fit"

i was like "waaaaa damn. if i lost weight earlier, my life would have been better." but luqman, dun regret. it takes time to lose weight :D

another thing, i am disappointed with myself cause...

DAMN I AM FRIGGIN SINGLE! Y CAN'T I JUST ENJOY SINGLEHOOD? HAVE FUN! PLAY GAMES! LOOK AT CHIO-BUs woops! lol. ok. forget the last part. i am not that horny. TAKE PHOTOGRAPHS!

yeah. but, life ain't that bad after all. Photography is my love.

alrite. i tink i had enuf talking here. see ya

yo updating my blog..

2010-01-21T10:17:00.003+08:00

yo sup guys? well. things been happening this few days.

1. fell in love with photography

2. met a very sweet and cheerful girl :D

3. Haiti got hit with two earthquakes

4. Man Utd lost to Man City in carling cup semi-final 1st leg

5. weird ppl all around me

6. Muslims VS. Christians on the usage of "Allah"

1. feel in love with photography

well u know i love photography alot! i am saving up for a dslr. $600 2nd hand D80 probably.

2. met a very sweet and cheerful girl :D

yeh. for me to know, for you to find out. she tends to make my day everyday. even though we haven't went out once. but. hmmmms. she tends to make me happy everyday :D

3. Haiti got hit with two earthquakes

well. i really wanna help them out. in terms of providing them with aid. To all Singaporeans, u all dun experience these disasters, SO DAMN IT! APPRECIATE LIFE! read the papers damn it! look at the condition of Haiti! i pray that they will live a normal life.

4. Man Utd lost to Man City in carling cup semi-final 1st leg

wth! Man Utd sucks. i am a man utd fan and i am saying this! damn it! play friggin owen for the whole match damn it! owen and rooney side by side! nvm who cares. u betta win da 2nd leg!!.

5. weird people all around me

yes. indeed i am talking about the weird ppl i see in the bus i take to sch every morning and back home from sch. wen i say weird people i mean,

a. girls who dress indecently in public (eg. friggin Ris Low) yes! and the girl i saw in the bus the other day.

b. aunties and uncles talking on the phone loudly like it is their own bus.

c. doing indecent stuff in mrt and bus

6. Muslims VS. Christians on the usage of "Allah"

ok this really angers me. and I AM NEUTRAL! Christians, yes, it is a lil bit odd to use our god name as your god. but. aren't we related? i mean we have similar stories. we should make peace. this war dates back all the way from ottoman empire thingi. but still STUPID MUSLIMS IN MALAYSIA!!! this is a war not approved by Allah. why must you take revenge? that is one of the deadly sins. Astaghfirullah! i mean. you do not have to bomb churches and loot it! damn! christians also, dun fight back. MALAYSIA!! MAJORITY OF YOU GUYS ARE MUSLIMS!! DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT BEFORE IT GETS WORST!!!! stop this war! NOW!! i mean. it is quite stupid to fight just over this. must a tsunami hit you guys, then you guys will learn? so Christians, stop using Allah and try use maybe Lord or God. And since you narrow-minded Malaysians think that god means Allah in malay. YOU ARE WRONG! its Tuhan! Anyway, it is very stupid. Some scholars say, Muslims, Christians and Jews pray to the same god. i duno whether that's true. but i believe that there is only one god, that is Allah and he is omnipresent. Muslims, stop over-reacting and stop doing all these nonsense to churches!

enough of the religion talk, i am not in the right place to talk about this religion stuff.

What is the world becoming man....

I love u

2010-01-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

i love u. that's y i feel we shud not be together.

we can still be friends.

and i feel like my life is tumbling down as i hear of you crying everyday.

i will love u no matter what happens. but i guess we dun know each other well enuf to go steady.

im going to go single, ain't gonna go after another girl till god knows when.

cause i feel, it does not hurt u.

as, i have a life to live. i wanna pursue my dream. im worried pursuing that dream will hurt you even more. there are always better guys than me out there. hope you find one soon. the soft toy i gave you. dun throw it away. let this be a happy and joyous memory instead of a painful one.

goodbye....

love, luqman....

Luqman is sick sick sick

2010-01-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

yes. i am super sick. coughing badly + nose is a tap that can't be shut. i mean yeah. been really sick these few days. lessons are starting on tues. i don't know if i could be healthy then. before my indo trip, i had a bad cough and sore throat. and during the trip, had stomach flu-vomiting, diarrhea, cough, shivering and headache. come back from indo, i have a really really bad cough and on and off headaches...

waaa really should go to the docs tomorrow man....hope it is good news...

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-01-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

happy 2010 every1!!! my first post of 2010!!

2009: Ups and Downs & 2010: Resolutions, Short term changes and Aims

2009-12-31T21:04:00.003+08:00

Well, this is not gonna be a super long post just like my 2008 summary last year. I try to make this as short and sweet as possible.

2009. Great year. Loads of Ups and Downs. Poly second starts. I turn 18. Camps here and there. I was elected to be NPSC's Events Director. I&E big project. Putri and Azlian turn 16. :DDDDDD. SO many things happened. AYG 2009. Bombings here and there. New governments here and there. Corruption here and there. Great movies. Met Great people. So yeah...

HAHAHA see told you short and sweet......hahahahhaha.. HAHAHAH

2010. well....it is gonna be a tough year for me. The year that i really have to lose weight. 1 year closer to NS. 1 year closer to working life. Attachment's 3rd quarter of 2010. My climax year of my Committee role in NPSC. Me and dear's 1st year anni. hope our relationship can last till then. Insyallah. My NAPFA test aka my IPPT. The test that decides my fate at BMT. whether it would be extra 8 weeks or not. My 19th birthday. Liyana's PSLE. Azlian's O level. Putri's 1st year in JC. So Life is indeed gonna be tougher but with more climax this coming 2010. definitely time is running out for me to lose weight. before my 8 weeks extra of BMT comes on my enlistment form.

Wishes/Resolutions/Aims:

-I wanna be a changed person. A better person. So that more people will like me for who i am

-I wanna lose weight, at least lose 20kg. and gain muscles

-I wanna be a pro photographer

-I wanna be good in shooting

Things i want (thru saving up or whatever) in 2010:

-A job

-A DSLR

-A Gaming PC

-Headphones

-An Electric Guitar

yes. i just wish to have a job and i can settle my bills and save up for my stuff....

ok i guess that's it. happy new year every1!! :D

Road Trip pics (Photographer: Me)

2009-12-31T17:50:00.004+08:00

Jakarta-Bandung-Puncak-Jakarta (Road Trip in Indonesia)

2009-12-31T15:36:00.002+08:00

25th December 2009 - 31st December 2009

Day 1 (25/12): Sri Wijaya Air departed Changi Airport in Singapore for Suekarno Hatta International Airport in Jakarta at 12.05pm (singapore time) Singapore's time is 1 hour faster than Jakarta's time. So we arrived at Jakarta around 12.50pm (Jakarta Time). When we arrived, we boarded our bus and my auntie and uncle being the hosts there, brought us to eat lunch at a famous Nasi Padang Restaurant. Let's see, yes i agreed delicious nasi padang there, weird food too. :D i ate cow's brains, cow's liver, petai (aka stink bean) which my cousin double dared me to eat and yeah ox's tail! :D hahahaha great. shockingly, the brain is nice!! ok back to story, after that we took a estimately 3 hour road trip to Bandung, Indonesia. Reached the hotel around 6pm. We ate dinner at the hotel restaurant and celebrated Azlian's (My male cousin) 16th birthday. Cool right? His birthday on Christmas. Everyone was so shagged after that, went back and sleep.

Day 2 (26/12): Still in Bandung. Start falling sick! Okay it is quite stupid but most of the days of this trip i was sick but managed to take great shots. Okay. Day 2, shopping day! Shopped at Rumah Mode Factory Outlet. and had lunch there. That's when my fever pumped up, my diarrhea started and my dizziness begun. But i managed to get a hoodie and a pair of jeans. Went back after lunch to rest in my hotel room while the rest went out. Was really sick the whole day.

Day 3 (27/12): Felt better. Bandung Sight-Seeing Day and Heading over to Puncak, Indonesia (Puncak = Summit but not really on the summit. Just mountainous area. Really cooling weather, lik 20 deg to 24 deg). First destination after breakfast, was a volcano, Tangkubanparahu full of sulphur and a legend! :D about a flipped boat. Yeah, after that, headed over to a Hot Spring Recreation Park. Just to look around, kids had fun while i snapped a few shots. Bandung was great around the mountainous areas. Strawberries, pumpkins, cabbages and Apples. Ate lunch near there too. Delicious Strawberry Juice. After lunch, another long road trip to Puncak in the bus. On the way, Fever shot up again and was shivering real bad. Super sick. Reached the villa we were gonna stay in, in Puncak. After medication, I PUKED! omg! Super sick. Then ate dinner, and slept.

Day 4 (28/12): Happy 16th Birthday Putri (My Female Cousin)!! Felt way better in the morning! Kids and Azlian swam in the villa pool. By the way a villa is like a 2nd home- a bungalow or should i say dream home normally located in cooling places such as Bnadung and Puncak. That was Putri's auntie's. HAHAHAHA! We headed to the tea plantation, GREAT TEA! GREAT PHOTOS! GREAT MUD! "GREAT" SMELL! ok basically it is a tea plantation with a tea house. The kids went horseback riding. and you know what i mean by smell xD. Headed over to Taman Safari (Safari Garden) Sounds wrong i know. But they seem to have a different mindset for the word Taman. HAHAH! Had dinner there too. had BAKSO NOODLES! (ok basically BAKSO is like the famous dish of Indonesia like Chicken Rice is to Singapore) and i learnt that they also had BA-TA-GOR which is actually BAkso TAhu GOreng. Ok basically Bakso is meatballs. So bakso noodle = meatball noodles. Yeah bought for my dear something there too. Head back to the villa to fetch my grandparents and parents who did not tag along and departed for Jakarta, Indonesia. When we reached Jakarta, we went to Senayan City Shopping Mall (Just like the Ngee Ann City Of Jakarta) to have dinner. I had a Double Cheese Burger From Wendy's AND ITS HUGE! Went to our hotel after that...Slept early cause i was damn shagged

Day 5 (29/12): Woke up at 2am, 3am and 3.30am. My diarrhea came back. and puked at 3.30am. Woke up in the morning groggy and feeling weird. But i had my breakfast as per normal at the hotel and swam with the kids while adults were out shopping. After that, we headed to have lunch. Nasi Bebek Goreng (Let me translate, it is Fried Duck Rice) and celebrated Putri's belated birthday too. We headed over to some factory outlet after lunch, to get clothes. i got 2 t-shirts and one more hoodie. :D And yeah, thanks azlian for your berms. Went back after the shopping and slept early.

Day 6 (30/12): The day i was sick again, but this time, HOME SICK!!. Most of us headed to ITC (they said it's bigger than Vivo) but to me it was hard to see. It was so packed inside. Shops were like 1m-2m apart. I managed to buy one shirt. ONE NICE SHIRT! and ate Japanese food in the food court. Conclusion: Indonesians make lousy Japanese and Singaporean Food. Cause i have tasted their Wanton Noodles, their Bentos and OMG! sucks man. Singapore have better Japanese food and I really missed Singapore. Well after that, some went for facial while the rest went back to rest and pack. Had chicken thigh for dinner at the hotel restaurant. Went back to my room to pack.

Day 7 (31/12): Today. Woke up at 5.45am to bathe and eat breakfast. Departed for the airport at 7am. And took the flight all the way back to Singapore. When the flight touchdown on Singapore ground, my homesick went away. When i entered Changi Airport, i literally shouted "I am Home!!"

Rebuilding The Scattered Dreams by X-Proof

2009-12-18T23:12:00.003+08:00

The Demo we made...

1st verse: Syahid aka Sly

2nd verse: Luqman aka Killa "The Katana" J

3rd verse: Hariz aka Wizle

Hey

2009-12-09T11:09:00.001+08:00

dear ask me update blog so i shall.

Sup guys. long time neva blog. Hows every1?

hahahah! well common test is in less than a week. nid to start major extreme studying. put everyth aside first. and...major studying. MTSY AND VT! all the way!!!!

:D

okk i shall update soon. HAHAHA see ya guys

After being MIA from my blog for so long.

2009-11-24T00:30:00.002+08:00

its been exactly 20 days since i last blogged. HAHAHA. well.

life has been ok for me. dear and me are going just fine.
i still need $60 by 30th November to pay the bill, D:
nvm. gonna save up summore! :D though i actualli have da money alredi. but save summore!

well. hmmmms. more photography to do this week! see ya!

update..

2009-11-04T13:34:00.002+08:00

ok basically life dis few days is shit for me.

last sunday,
manager being a bitch just bcuz i didn't do what she ask me to do cz i was bz taking orders!

last monday,
late to meet my I&E grp. made dem wait for like 30 mins. damn la.

yesterday,
i wanted to ask questions for both my vt lecturer and avmp lecturer, both ignore me show me attitude. damn la.

ok now u knw.

dis few days haven't been seeing my dear for so so long. starting to miss her haizz.......

love her so so so much. feel likg hugging her. cz i miss her sooooo much...

oh and i finished typing a second verse for rebuilding the scattered dreams. 1 more verse and i completed a song. :D..

ok i guess im done. wooo later going for interview for NPSC committee...:D... love u dear...

Looooooooooong day

2009-10-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

9am. met shamus at jurong east mrt station and then danial, morgan and hao cai at boon lay mrt to have breakfast at BK and Long Johns. After breakfast, went to joo koon to meet the NPSC members. went to discovery centre and played paintball there. 3 rounds. reli fun. managed to shoot down hong jun and i tink some tyco shots. got shot in da head once. and no other shots ahhaha!. bruise seems to b appearing on my head. ok. well after that, went out for lunch wif every1 except shamus and cheryl. and danial, morgan, gloria, dorcas, hao cai and me went to dennis's super awesome condo. play mahjong.. (no money dun worry). just for fun....den had dinner wif dem at north point. indian food was ownage. super filling meal for $6. den i just reached home. hahha. damn tired.

Balls bouncing around

2009-10-20T20:24:00.002+08:00

HAHHAHA don't think drity. im actualli watching the volleyball club play volleyball while waiting for eve. current position: sports complex :D

HAHAHHAH! i wanna go back to floorball after passing by their training. haiz. miss floorball.

well first 2 days of school was interesting.

I&E ytd, i have an interesting lecturer hahahhaha!

nxt today. video tech lecture and practical was indeed fun :D hahahah sadly no visual studio.

and avmp practical. my 1st project. HAHAHHA. audio amp. have to solder the components to the PCB HAHHAHA :D lol.

1st few days was fun. hope tmr will b interesting. :D happy life. i have a great life. great frenz. great clan. great girl. onli prob is money. damn! having lack of money. owe so many ppl money. yet to pay dem back. hahha. hope $1000 can just drop in front of me nw. :D can buy all da tings i nid.

Who can rock a rhyme like this! Step Up/Nobody's Listening/It's going down live

2009-10-12T15:24:00.001+08:00

Papercut live!

2009-10-12T15:15:00.001+08:00

God blessed this broken road and led me straight to you

2009-10-07T22:36:00.003+08:00

11.10am 071009
The time that god blessed this broken road and led me straight to her.

went out with syahid and hariz to discuss abt our songs.

met dear and yun xin at amk hub @ 5pm. and taught yun xin physics.
hang out wif dear till arnd 9pm. walked arnd and had dinner wif her. and sent her home.

HHAHAHAH enjoyed my day despite my irritating sore throat and on and off headaches. yeh.

updated

2009-10-05T23:27:00.001+08:00

long time since i updated my blog. slamat hari rayer to every1!
:D

pics of rayer will be posted up soon....

Selamat berpuasa every1

2009-08-22T18:01:00.002+08:00

selamat berpuasa kepada umat2 islam.

just now at work, my first test from allah. the test of patience.

alot of fussy customers just nw.
and...

ders this one customer, i duno whether she is looking for trouble from me or she dunno.

heres da conversation between me and da customer.

Me: M'am may i take your order?
Customer: Oh! This Pasta, Peppery Ribs, the meat is Pork or Mutton?
Me: Errr. We dun sell pork
Customer: This Pasta meat is pork or mutton?
Me: Excuse ma'm, this is a halal restaurant.
Customer: Oh! Halal restaurant dun sell pork?
Me: *Rolling eyes and in my mind, DUH!* No
Customer: Oh! Then what meat is this? Is it mutton?
Me: *Read the info Douche bag!* No. It is chicken
Customer: Oh ok. then like that i would like to get Seafood Vongole.
Me: *what in the world, take so long to ask about the pasta, in the end ask for another pasta*

and i went on wif da rest of da orders. though i find it quite stupid and a lil insulting

i mean im a malay cz my name is LUQMAN (can see on my name tag) and da halal sign is shown at the front of the restaurant witht the halal certificate. she still can ask whether sell pork.

LOL. Singaporeans nowadays.
But i was patient. relaxed. calm. cz its fasting month.

must chill..

today @ work

2009-08-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

wow today work @ pizza hut...

super bz day....rushing up and down from kitchen to customer to kitchen to customer. like lol..tired lol..

after dat relaxed liao..

but wad made me feel weird..was dis

a kid went up to me... pull my shirt and said, " uncle, can i have da bill please?"

i was like..err ok.
the kid called me uncle?!!?!

lol do i look dat old ?!?! lol...

nvm....lol

.....

2009-07-29T21:02:00.005+08:00

just nw, met haziq, skipped pcn class....play lan...cz was damn sad and a lil pissed at the same time......till like 3....den pplay guitar hero wen faizal arrived..... my vocals in guitar hero were nt bad.....and.....thx haziq for da 1 mnth early bdae present...(membership to the cyber cafe)....

reli reli thk u....

but it seems like da class neva ever liked me...well....dats da way my life is...hope i have a normal life....nt asking for perfect life...just a normal life....

im glad haziq is da closest fren i have nw....we were close of frenz since primary 5......! he shared wif me alot of secrets and stuff!!

i still rmb da times we played soccer together...den eat prata together....den chill out at playground together....hang out wif da other neighbours....ever since i moved out, alot of tings changed.......

unlike sum ppl hu plainly ACT like dey treat me like frenz but dey dun.....come on...smile at me...say good stuff about me..dun tink i duno wad ur tinking inside.......haziq is like a brother to me...i hope we stay dis way...

What goes up must come down

2009-07-29T08:39:00.002+08:00

in secondary school, i always "bus-ted" my friends. like when he/she organize outing and wants me to go. i neva go...
now i guess its vice versa for me.....i organize outings and my frenz neva go...

im reli tinking alot nw. i love myself and i knw im rdy to love sum1..

but....ders just sumth abt me dat i dun like....and its hard for me to like...
dat is my social life and da attitude towards dem. it reli sucks...its part of me and i cnt change it...

maybe its hereditary.....from my dad.
i duno...did i develop dis attitude thru my crappy shit ass life in secondary school?
i reli wanna get rid of it.

though there are some annoying fuckers in my social life nw. they make my everyday life a living nightmare....but well....what to do? just dun give a fuck about dem. dun bother about dem.

well......

sum ppl knw who im refering to..
sum dun...

those hu dun...dun ask...
those hu do...dun tell.....

ok done... i had enuf blogging for today....

8 unfortunate things

2009-07-10T21:31:00.004+08:00

8 unfortunate tings happend 2 me 2day!

1. didn't go 4 prayers cz late

2. late 2 meet shamus by 1 hour(sorry dude!)

3. shooting sux 2day! kept missin da target!

4. suppose 2 meet ziq at 5 at clementi but bcz i missed 1 stop for 985 it went all da way across the expressway 2 TOA PAYOH!!

5. then took bus back to clmenti, phone batt died so cant call haziq to tell him i late

6. reached clementi, damn thirsty! vending machine at clementi stadium ate my $1.20 (my last coins)

7. came back home, kena scolded for getting letter from police for calling police hotline (999) 3 times using the LOUSY phone i was given for temporary sake while my sony ericsson phone SUPPOSEDLY to be sent for repair by him! BUT GUESS WAD! till now neva send......btw dat lousy phone calls emergency numbers just by pressing 2 keys when the keypad is locked....

8. oh and for da whole day...my headphone seems screwed on da right side...i knw it was orginally abit faulty but can still listen...nw i must friggin pull the right side to hear..

however, two fortunate stuff happen to me today

1. found my mac adapter thanks to mr. chia

2. improved alot on killing floor (found out when playing wif ziq today)

long time

2009-07-02T10:20:00.002+08:00

been a long time since i last blogged!
HAHAHA
well..here i am...updating da blog....skin's changed hhaha
seems less brighter hahah! yeh...ppl complain my blog was toooo bright hahaha

HAHAH

gosh here are my common test marks...
nth to b proud off...LOL

57/100 for my ATE
84/100 for my EM3A

lol! yikes! i wasted 2 marks for giving da wrong uniT! arghs!
Voltage 1 = 0.56 mW....
spotted my mistake?
HMMMMS damn! shit! careless! caresless!

shud be 0.56mV

haiz nvm..,its over and done...dun tok abt it..

..

2009-05-27T11:56:00.001+08:00

asshole muthafker! 22 year old women from NY spread H1N1 flu to singapore....FUCK U!

lala

2009-05-14T15:32:00.002+08:00

long time since i last blogged. hahah!

well. we can say dat life rocks and sux.
ytd caught a minor flu. reli sick ytd. whole dustbin full of tissue. ahahah

last nite saw two myanmar guys..finding trouble wif da 7-11 worker...dey scold da worker oso. said "y u ask my bro whether he pay anot huh?" kept repeating da sentence. cz da worker oso didnt do anyth wrong. just ask nicely.
dey were holding up da queue. and rudely said "can i have service first?!" to my mum.
i was like wtf! feel like whacking dem. damn damn angry at dat time.
WTF u tink u can come singapore find trouble ah?! u ass! muthafkers!
u think la. u holding up da queue. u are friggin creating trouble in singapore here. gosh
have manners la. is dis hw u rep. ur country?

but..hu cares...wads done is done. lalalla! nw waiting for 4pm. to do duty at souls of entertainment hahahhahha

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

hahahha!
see ya guys!

lalala

2009-04-19T16:27:00.001+08:00

long time neva update blog...

hahah!

just came back from ee foc camp last thursday

ROCKS! ASTRO ROCKS!
made alot of new frenz...

hahahhha!
shag-ged...hahahaha

im selling

2009-03-30T23:01:00.003+08:00

im selling the following stuff:

Pink 1st gen PSP with a 2GB memory stick and adapter. (if u wan games, just tell me. i will put for you)
price: i will only accept prices above $100

2 pairs of Black Speakers (Tec Sound Speakers)
price: $2o each(Bidding will take place if many people wants this)

Tuition!

2009-03-30T22:49:00.003+08:00

Are you weak in your E. Maths or A. Maths?
Need Tuition?
I am willing to teach students currently in secondary school. Express-Normal Technical. Sec 1-Sec 5.
Elementary Mathematics and Additional Mathematics.

FYI
-i achieved a B3 in my Additional Mathematics and A2 for my Elementary Mathematics for my GCE O' level.
-A+ for Engineering Mathematics 1 & 2. Currently studying in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

Strengths: Algebra, Logarithm, Graphs, Basic Differentiation & Integration, Basic Trigonometry
Weaknesses: Relative Velocity, Permutation & Combination

2 hrs per lesson. 2 lessons per week (8 per month). Preferred on weekends. $160-$200 per month ($20-$25 per lesson)

Anyone interested? Pls tag me on this blog (my blog).

Yay!

2009-03-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

yay! internet back up.
saw my timetable today. super slack sia!
but ok la.
tuesday got 5 hrs break. wth. pls la! i wish my elective on tuesday. if nt 5 hrs, duno wad to do sia
den tmr is IS enrolment day! wooo. must wake up 8am. pick da IS i wan.
hahahaha

back from floorball chalet. (picz will b up soon)
Day 1: (27/3): hey hey hey. 1st day of chalet. met hong hao at redhill mrt. den we left for plaza sing to get his mask. den went to pasir ris mrt to take a bus to chalet. but den saw melvin der still waiting for hajar so...we waited. while waiting welll. i bought my lunch. 1901 hotdogs woooo! i didnt eat 1901 hotdogs. 1901 is a brand for those hotdog nooobs! hahahhaa. if i ate 1901 hotdogs. well. i wun b here to type dis blog alredi. LOL. den. lets see. wen hajar arrived wif maryam. we left for da chalet and dat is da HomeTeam NS chalet at pasir ris park. from the time we arrived arnd 4 till ronald arrived. we were like playing games and watching tv. den wen it was dinner time. every1 was starving. so we ordered pizzas while waiting for ronald to come wif our dinner. hehehehe. den ronald came wif desmond and chong mian. den we chilled ahhahaha. and played old maid and so many games. haahaha. had fun. slept arnd 4am. coz we were super tired. den nxt day. woke up..

Day 2: (contd from day 1) ...at 7am..expected to have games but hajar was too bz. so we cnt blame her. so we made our own games. hahahaha played basketball, soccer and volleyball. hahahaha! den well. after dat. we had our bbq. arnd 10pm i tink. my stomach upset took effect. was super painful!!!! i cnt tahan seriously! den kaboom! diarrhea! lol. no la. just kidding. hahahah. just realease my *too detailed* move on hahahaha. den we chilled. nth to do. we slept. hahahaha

Day 3: woke up arnd 10am and bathed and left da chalet. had brunch at BK at whitesands and headed home. by mrt. and yeh! just chilled. hhahhaha. in da mrt. challenged atomic bomberman. 4 of us using psp adhoc. SUPER FUNNY GAME! hahahaha. laughing our asses off in da mrt. hahahha

2009-03-21T22:05:00.003+08:00

basically i was lazy to post all da photos of da EE FOC leaders camp on my blog. so i made it into a video... hahah enjoy! *copyrighted by LUQMAN!*

results out!

2009-03-20T08:18:00.003+08:00

results are out! hahaha

long time neva blog sia. hahah!
here are my results:

Acoustics & Music Tech: A (OUR PROJECT OWNS!)
Analogue Electronics: D+ (TT yeh i didnt get my B)
Audio Electronics & Electrical Practice: B (i didnt get my A coz of relays)
Communication Toolkit: B
Computer Aided Drawing: A (YEH!)
Digital Electronic Practice: B
ENGINEERING MATHS: A+ (yeh!!!)
Individual & Community: B+
Intro to Tech Theatre: D (i passed? woooooo! i passed!)

but sadly gpa: 3.1...

nvm can work harder...hahah!

EE FOC trial camp

2009-03-15T12:47:00.002+08:00

for leaders only.

HAHA. fun and tiring.
Day 1: went to old folks' home to do community service. den at night played amazing race. nth much reli. den went Al-azhar and went back to chill wif amir and his room mates at their room.

Day 2: Woke up for PT and practiced dance after dat. 4 hrs later, prepared for bbq lunch. we bought da stuff. and yeh. had a great bbq...den it was all water games. at first did not want to play. but heck la. just play. hahhaa. den went to makan place for dinner and chilled at loft. and basically, slept early coz i was too tired.

Day 3: finished up da dance, (dun wanna tok abt wad happen at lunch), i was a leader under ahmad! love it! hahhaha. tot of our tribe cheer, name and flag. we were done by 6pm.

today.

2009-03-07T22:14:00.002+08:00

today cool and fun day. met yi hui under my block and went to kumon take hw first den went to toa payoh. went to serene's house at toa payoh for class gathering. played rayman and guitar hero world tour on serene's wii. HAHAHA and i waas quite good for a first timer in drums. LOL. haha. i didnt know. LOL. 80+%..ok la. hahah! medium difficulty. ok fine. i suck. HAHAHA

hahaha. ok had loads of fun. went amk hub after dat to eat at fish & co. oh funny funny: jia jun's slipper got bitten by a crocodile. joking joking. his slipper got caught in da escalator.

(pics to come up soon)

Woooo SoE Camp! Rox! Rox!

2009-03-04T22:07:00.003+08:00

SoE Leaders Training Camp (2nd March 09-4th March 09)
(bare wif me. dis is a super duper duper duper long post)
Rocks man! didnt regret going.
GROUP NAME: NO COMMENTS! WOOOOOOO

1st Day:
arnd 10am, played ice-breaking games. wel.. HAHAHA. we played concentration. its super sadistic la. first it was just sad to make a mistake. den we made it like a virus. in da end got last man standing. den went for lunch and went to check-into da loft@94. wad da hell. we cudnt get in lol. actualli it was every1 hu cudnt get in. den after da repairman fixed da passwords(wooo passwords) for da apartments, FOR A FRIGGIN LONG TIME! well. yeh!. hahah! wooo. cool place! all sudden i feel like da loft is just like home (minus da scoldings and naggings). even though i dun live in a condo. HAHAHA den we played bonding games! loads of dem...such as da sitting on people lap, entanglement and so on. den dinner, and kidnapped! hahah! (walao! den i realised dat da camp games. all familiar. similar to Bahtera camp back den wen i was sec 3!) den chose our keys to save Yau Ming! Yes guys ders a yau ming in my grp. and he is a basketball player but not as good and tall as da real yao ming HAHAH! HAHAHHA! den after guessing da key at number 20. did more and more tasks. den our clue for da 2nd key: famous soccer player in man utd. so we guessed. it cud be Cristiano Ronaldo or Wayne Rooney. So we were like 7 or 10, 7 or 10 den finally 7. den correct! den we go save yau ming and back to da sports hall. we didnt win. but reli cool game. den supper and debrief. Den lights out. hahah! my room mates: Shamus and Ming Yao(did i spell wrongly). sori. den shamus's music friggin loud (even though he use earpiece). i cnt slp la! but nvm. after a while managed to slp.

2nd day (most tiring day):
rise and shine arnd 7.30. guess wad. breakfast suppose to come. waaa all starving sia. den da toopid caterer said last min cnt come. coz of sum mis-comm. nvm. we ate at canteen 2. den i tink we had some project management tingi. den we played da ULTIMATE CASUALTY CHALLENGE! my favourite! hahaha. super good training. onli NP students will knw da distance travelled. From Blk 5 -> Blk 56 -> Canteen 1 -> Student Plaza -> Blk 56 -> Makan Place -> Blk 18 (via da back of NP) -> Kismis.
wif just obstacles. 3 of our grp members were set to act as casualties. I FRIGGIN DIDNT KNW! lol. den i piggybacked Cheryl from lets see. Canteen 1 onwards. she is light but well. coz my arms wet so she kept slipping of my arms. WELL DIS IS DA MOST POWER! Fu Cheng acted to vomit. it was super real! LOL. coz i knw he ate raw egg in da morning. den he vomit sia. yellow stuff came out. so we tot its like real la. confirm nt fake one la. LOL. jia yi and Fz i tink. i forgot. either Fz or Dan. carried fu cheng coz i didnt see dem. da rest of da guys carried arif HAHAH. up till nw i still duno dat dey were acting. den at da bridge der miso and other guys blindfolded. den we went back to kismis. den i realised it was just acting. waaaa. i felt so stupid la! HAHAHA. nvm but had fun. den lunch and endurance training. we did drills! hahha all those basic commands. Sedia! Ke kanan Lurus (i tink)! Senang Diri! and Pandang ke Hadapan pandang! HAHAHA. we must be perfect leh! if nt instructors and da ex-uniform grp members from our grp kena pump. LOL. for us. so dey put alot of trust on us..den its THE GREAT WALL OF CHINA! guys one side. gurls one side. (dis is reli cool too! ) we all had to squeeze and grip each other. den da instructors will try to pull every1 out of da "crowd" wif every1 gripping each other. 4 rounds. den we made a deal wif da chief instructor. if, we get 0 people pulled out on da last round. we get Magnum ice cream after breakfast da nxt day..
1st round: 5 people pulled out. 2nd round: 2 people pulled out. 3rd round: 1 person pulled out. Toe started bleeding here after kena stomped on. den 4th round: my whole body like kena pulled apart sia. da instructors managed to grab whole of my right arm and pulled wif my left arm pulled by da guys. body kena slam on da ground. wooo! like rugby sia! den TO TO (time out) coz its a rule. if sum1 falls down. TO for 3 secs. for safety purposes. den guess wad. 4th round: 0 people pulled out!
den after endurance training, went to shower. and prepared for performance. for gala night. HAHA. gala night reli nice lor! our performance: first it was Dan's tutu (balls) dance! hahahha dat friggin funny. den da MAGNUM 300 (remind da chief instructor) FACIAL MASK advertisement. den umbrella Mtv video wif me as Jay-z WOOOO!. den Chris Black came in to attack "rihanna" wif her apple boobs! (coz its a guy hu acting as her!). after gala night, hanged out wif grp 2 in Fz's room. told each other abt our dreams. den after dat. went to Macs wif EE people and Fz makan. went to da EE 4th floor room(mine is da 7th floor room coz EE split into 2 rooms) all sorts of nicknames came abt in da EE department. Gopal, Chao Aqua, Timbaland(me), Tuuurrrtle, Shameless, Liverpool/Buddha. Reli funny la. laughing abt it da whole night.

3rd day: rise and shine at 8am! HAHAH. den checked out. at 8.30am. den breakfast and our magnum! den Risk management talk. reli useful. den Graduation ceremony. Best female camper: Cheryl from our grp! WOOO. gratz to her. i shouted, "3 cheers and 3 cheers.....for Cheryl! Hip Hip hoooray!...." den Chao Aqua from another grp won Best Male camper and i shouted, "3 cheers and 3 cheers...for Aqua.....AQUA! hooray! AQUA! hooray!...." reli fun la. but after i cheered. gopal shouted timbaland. LOL. hahaha. reli paiseh la. den Ai Zai (Eric's grp) won best grp. HAHAH! den so on so on. den took grp photos and den lunch wif grp. den cheryl, miso and shen yang left. i joined da EE guys. and played arnd ahahha! joked arnd wif Aqua's Banana! HAHAHAHHA. i call him Aqua(no offence coz i duno his name. keep forgetting his name) den sang (more like shoutedd) happy birthday (though its nt her bdae) to one of instructors. da whole of makan place look at us HAHAHAHH! den we went home by back gate. den shouted happy bdae for fun at bus stop for gopal HAHAHAHH! super funny la...den went home.

2 days, 2 movies

2009-02-26T20:24:00.001+08:00

yeh. ytd watched slumdog millionaire and today watched marley and me wif shannon. yeh. after movie, well went home. rot. HAHAHA

nice movie ba. sad storyline.

today.

2009-02-25T22:43:00.003+08:00

went out wif carleen and wizle (he is hariz for those noobs hu duno hu wizle is).
first carleen and me went to bugis junction. walk arnd. looking for a job. den waited for wizle at macs. ate macs and den, we went to sim lim tower searching for a recording microphone(check da price). waaa prices range from $80- as high as $1000. lol. den went to sim lim square to chill arnd. den went to plaza sing to go job hunting. thx carleen for da treat to da movies. hahha! we bought tix to slumdog millionaire. da show was at 7pm and da time we bought well. 5pm. so we walked arnd. found out dat manhattan fish market (a restaurant) hiring. so. we asked dem. and dey asked us to come down for an interview nxt week. well. all right. we try our luck. den we walked arnd.. went to anime and figurine shops. and guess hu i met. hahah! bumped into Limin, Yi Hui, Shamooooose and Gary! in one of da figurine shops. said hi hi hi to dem den went off to window shop somemore. hhaha. den 7pm. bought da food and went into da cinema. cool movie.(no wonder dey won alot of oscar awards). all about action, betrayal, love and suspense HAHAHAH. cool. ending was bollywood style. HAHA cool. den went home sent carleen to redhill mrt and went home after dat. (well. i was going to redhill mrt anyways.) hhahahah

this is da question.

2009-02-25T11:40:00.002+08:00

last question for eg2 last friday paper. solution special thx to Mdm Mabel Goh (QTSS Maths HOD)

dx/dy = 0 (because max value of x)
equation is x2-xy+y2 = 3
differentiate using implicit differentiation,
2x(dx/dy) - [y(dx/dy) + x] +2y = 3(dx/dy)

sub in dx/dy = 0,
-x+2y=0
x=2y (equation 1)

sub in x=2y into x2-xy+y2=3
4y2-2y2+y2=3
3y2=3
y2=1
y=+1 or y=-1

y=-1 (NA) because ur looking for positive value coz nearest point is positive

Therfore, y=1, sub into equation 1,
x=2

Therefore, coordinates on da curve nearest to the wall(x=3) is (1,2)

well i got it wrong on da paper. but wen found out da solution. its kinda ez wasted! :(

today

2009-02-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

lets nt tok abt exams. but today one of da most moody class outing in our year 1. today last day of year 1. yet, every1s moody. went to central eat manhattan grilled fish. FRIGGIN nice. onli da central part was fun. at vivo. all started to be moody and bored. stone at 3rd floor. coz dun wan watch movie. den finally decided to watch but queue long. and very little timings. den we wanted to go serene house play guitar hero. about to go. wen shamus say dun wan go coz tired. den soon heng say he gtg airport. den cancelled. i went to my grandma house...so yeh. waiting for da photos from JJ.

valentines day.

2009-02-16T02:37:00.001+08:00

i tink i was like da most lonely person on 14th february 2009. emo.
walking down pavement alone. wif no one to go out wif and no one to accompany me.
haiz...

finally! FUN FUN FUN

2009-02-10T16:08:00.003+08:00

loads of fun!

da following pic is a comic strip. (i editted)

Jia Jun, eric and me picked shamus up. coz he was struggling, he flipped and accidentally kicked jia jun down. (clockwise from me and eric carrying shamus)

me and shamus! (MIB!) haha

eric, qing hui, hannah and larissa

WOAH! me and JJ lifting shamus!

next class pics!

2009-02-10T16:06:00.003+08:00

class at the 3rd level of the concert hall

class at stairs!

class at stairs again! hahha

class group shot wif mr foo! hahaha

first. da parts of concert hall in esplanade

2009-02-10T16:03:00.002+08:00

esplanade concert hall!

Canopy of concert hall

Nice view from the top

Reverb chamber!

Counter weight systems to hold the canopy

the hall!

GLOBAL WARMING ON DA RISE!!

2009-02-10T12:24:00.002+08:00

well my assumption is global warming is on da rise.
can see.

Countries in southern hemisphere such as Australia and Singapore drying up with little or no rain. One of the worst bushfires Australia's experienced in 30 years. Poor thing. The extreme of summer.

Countries in northern hemisphere such as UK experienced snow storms. The extreme of winter.

And wad is da world doing, oh, lets tell da news. australia has bush fires. AND NO ONE IS HELPING DEM?!?!

offer dem some help. in da end, its also our world to share. as for da global warming problem, governments all over da world, tok tok tok tok tok but little or no action is done. reuse, reduce, recycle here in singapore aint gonna work, if another country on da other side is releasing harmful gases. it wil destory da ozone layer. common la! i dun wanna be dried up with no more water in da future! neither do i wan to b frozen in snow! EVERY1 do their part to fight global warming!! all ppl hu r in religions. pray hard for da weather to change back to normal.

stop smoking! excessive smoking cause air pollution. and it destroys ur life too. however, u wanna destroy ur life, dats ur problem but destorying da environment and ppl arnd u. dats plain selfish. wastes ur money too. i dun see hw smoking is advatageous to any1. ya. its cool.. its so not cool..smokers use ur brain abit la. da smoke u release r unwanted smoke dat cannot enter da body coz its too harmful. and it enters ppl hu dun smoke thru their mouths or nostrils. -.- passive smoking..

yeh. stop littering in da sea and on land! dun kill gods living creatures in da sea by dumping ur shit in da sea.

woah! u may say im an environent freak. but adults can u tink anot. da world isnt urs in da future. its ours. so dun destroy da earth and let us have a dark future....THINK FRIGGIN LONG TERM!!

hi!

2009-02-10T11:50:00.002+08:00

ytd esplanade was fun...wanted to blog ytd but was too tired..

at esplanade, learnt abt da concert hall and da reverb(only avt students knw wad dis is. wooo) chamber and also learnt about da cool doors in da concert hall.

after dat, took a group photo and played arnd until security guard asked us to leave HAHAHAH. we left...den some of dem ate at yuki yaki, da em3a ppl and me, ate at breeks. den after dat went window shopping at pacific city and hmv. den i went to funan fetch putz. sent her home and went home after dat.

watch some tv. played pc. den knocked out.

...

2009-02-09T16:42:00.003+08:00

cool.
im leaving for esplanade soon.
ending ael soon.
today came wif new coloured laces hahha

ytd had da worst acid reflux....friggin hot throat.
decided to drink milk coz its alkali.
den felt like vomiting. duno y
den all a sudden bladder full like siao.
duno y la.
but nw feeling betta.

ok i shall blog more tonight after esplanade

long time neva blog

2009-01-29T22:59:00.003+08:00

hahaha! yeh!

great so far...3 days of fund-raising with nurabitah for ar-rabitah mosque from the 25th-27th of january...

24th January at night:
Night at the mosque. experimenting recipes for the drinks. yeh!

25th January:
1st day of business fo NuraBubble & Jumble Sale at the CNY bazaar. NuraBubble selling ice blended mocha and choc and honeydew milk tea. all made by Fareez(starbucks), Faizal(spinelli) and azhar. well. yeh! i did da collecting of orders wif shabeer. Jumble sale selling 2nd hand stuff...at night, DUH! went home to sleep coz got CNY reunion but during the reunion got diarrhea lol...den every1 happily eating, i was in da toilet singing songs while- ok i dun wanna continue.

26th January:
2nd day. So far, so good. Brought my old hi-fi for Nurabitah office. HAHA while every1 busy visiting their families collecting hong bao, rotting at home or going out, we were busy at work selling more drinks and 2nd hand stuff. slept at haziq's house at night.

27th January:
3rd day! last day! business was good on da last day. just dat it ended reli sadly after i got pissed off at da end coz dey kept making fun of me. but after apologies, i forgive dem and yeh went home. nxt day start school!

ok 28th January was nth special. typically boring old day.

29th! ah! today! tiring coz go for floorball training....i cud see my form change from da 1st match i played till da last. LOL.. 1st match, made mistake here and der as a defender. den slowly, daniel and fraser tot me. den last match! (not trying to boast) 1 on 1 wif one of da fastest runners in floorball, fraser. den tackle him and block him. can clear but den ppl shouting, "FOUL! FOUL!". i tot foul sia! but actualli not. den fraser took back da ball. but managed to clear it in time.

hahaha! well...floorball t-shirt too small...lose alot of weight
i tink can wear by june if i lose at least 10-20kg? HAHAHHA
den got muscles, wear tight fit nice ma! hahahha
LOL

wooo

2009-01-25T20:52:00.001+08:00

tiring days! i will post more abt da CNY bazaar at Ar-rabitah mosque in 2 days time wen its over....

long time neva blog

2009-01-22T08:36:00.002+08:00

hahah yeh. weird stuff been happening dis few days...

now having amt. learning abt amps ahaaha!
neck hurts real bad! tired...lethargic..

slept at 1am ytd. watching starsky and hutch! hahhaha
just nw damn weird...from my bus....i saw 5 old men looking to a direction. i was like sumth must have happened. den i look towards da direction dey were looking at. guess wad i saw...LOL....3 hot ladies in their 20s! dey were like wearing shorts and tubes....damn baring.....LOL....wad is da friggin world becuming damn?!?

fck dat. past few days...shit man....feel shitty everyday/....damn fked up....heck...

head hurts! tinking of so many negative stuff!
forget it haha

ok im done here...head hurts tooo bad....

hey!

2009-01-16T20:57:00.003+08:00

well..ytd and today fun...

haahha!

ytd was like arguing wif eric abt black and white! hahhahaha coz my cap black and his is white. hahahaha amt project...almsot done....but luke wanna redo..hahaha fine wif me...hahahha

den today....reli boring day....eeps...was damn difficult! lol.....hanged out wif class after eeps for a short while den went home...LOL....

unofficial TUITION!

2009-01-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

Secondary school students weak in maths?
I am willing to teach u maths for just $40 for 4 lessons (1 month)
2 hrs a lesson, 4 lessons/month
Sec 1-4 mathematics
Additional Mathematics and Elementary Mathematics

Venue: Your choice.

FYI: only applies to my frenz.

Please tag my blog, msn me or email me if ur interested. Thank you.

HNY09

2009-01-01T00:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

New Year's Resolution 2009

2008-12-31T21:17:00.002+08:00

2009. i wish that it is a great year with little obstacles. Im gonna learn new skills such as music making and photography.

Here is a list of what i want and need in 2009:

-A new gaming desktop pc (want)
-A DSLR (want)
-An MP3 (want)
-Lose at least 20kg (from 111kg) (NEED!)
-Speakers (want)
-At least a GPA of 3.6 (NEED!)
-Wireless Router (NEED!)
-Complete Kumon English (NEED!)

Yeh. Plainly this is half of what i want/need. There will be more coming up as time comes.

Wishes
-Wish i could be more into my religion (more praying)
-Wish i could do well in all my academic related stuff
-Wish i could live a good life with no fighting and hating
-Wish i could rap well and my rap group would get an album title
-Wish i could make more friends and build a stronger bond with my parents and frenz

Insyaallah. (dengan keizinan Allah)
Only fate can depend my future now. I shall not do anything to change it. Cause it seems like i am going the right path. A path that i cannot regret for the rest of my life.

AND enuf serious talk. WOAH! im turning 18 in SEPTEMBER 2009!

18! can do soooooo many things! hahahhaah
-No more curfew!
-Can buy cigarettes, liquor and so on. (though i dun really smoke or drink or wadeva)
-Can go club! (hu cares? i dun even drink) hahaha
-Can chill with frenz till late late late night!
-M18 movies!
-Can Book chalet!! hahahaha

Well. 2009, my second year of poly. I am gonna have loads of fun!

Let's see wad else....oh yeh! Putz and Azlian turning 16 in Dec 2009. HAHA Can watch NC16 movies with them! hahha

hmmms...well 2009....a year closer to NS. HAHAH. I just registered for NS few hours ago. Must register for deferment. Haha

Ok enough talk. time to countdown!

my super long summary of 2008! hahaha

2008-12-30T02:33:00.000+08:00

2008

It has been a great year. A lot of things happened this year! I experienced loads of fun and loads of sadness. Let us put all the bad things in the past and remember the good and positive things that happened to me this year. The dates aren’t stated and instead I just classify the events in months.

The year started great, January. That time was a great time- both nerve-wrecking and exciting. What am I talking about? Obviously, the GCE O level results. I scored B3 for my English, Malay, Combined Science (P,C), Pure Geography and Additional Mathematics. I scored an A2 for Elementary Mathematics and well, an E8 for combined humanities (Hist, SS). Altogether, I scored 14 points for my L1R4.

February to March: the rotting months. Everyday’s the same routine. If I am not at home, I would either be out with my friends or working. I received my JAE results in March. Successfully got into my first choice of courses, that is Audio Visual Technology in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. March 14^th, I went out with Flizzo K, 1E, Wizle and Sparxx to watch Step Up 2. AND! I got my Sony Ericsson W910i and till now im using the same phone!

April is the month I’ve been waiting for. Mum bought me my MacBook. And well, went for Electrical Engineering Freshmen Orientation Camp. Had fun! Then, 14^th April 2008! It began! The first day of Polytechnic began. I met loads of new friends. My social circle in class started off with Serene, Larissa, Hannah, Limin and Syarif and some from the other class. Soon, it was almost the whole class. I learnt new skills too. Tennis! Creativity Skills! (All achieved by the end of August). The best part of April was that Tara was born. My baby cousin! April too was the month I acted for Al-Amin mosque during the Maulidur Rasul. It was on the 6^th April to be exact. I acted as a gangster! Haha! Then, went out with Harith, Is, Umi, Ust. Puteri, Ust. Norida and Ezzati.

Time travels so fast and it reached the month of May. Well, celebrated my mum’s birthday and mother’s day. I was preparing for common test in June.

June, Common test week was the first week of June. I did well. At the same time, it was Liyana’s birthday too, her wonderful 10^th birthday. AV Recruits Camp! Back at secondary school! Great! Love it! Had Fun! Went out during Hariz’s birthday too! Had a 3 weeks break from school. Went Johor to shop shop shop! Night Cycling 2008! It was a Masjid Ar-rabitah event. I had loads of fun. We cycled from Redhill to Labrador to Pasir Panjang back to Redhill from 10.30pm to the next day at 7am.

July, School reopen after the break. I received my results for my common test! It was satisfying. Basically, this was the time my emo mode came about. Forgot how it started. But WHO CARES? What’s done is done.

The month, August! Singapore’s birthday! But sadly, I went overseas on that day. I went back to my relative’s kampong at Muar/Batu Pahat with parents and cousins. Ate great food and had a great experience. After that, we celebrated Grandma’s birthday few days after we arrived back in Singapore. And this is the month where I started becoming Love sick! I don’t give a damn. I ignored it. Now, love is nothing to me. Mid-August, it was examination week. After that, 25^th August, AVT BBQ! Ate a lot! At night, I remembered, Qing Hui, Soon Heng, Eric and Me was stuck in Bedok interchange because we missed our last bus and train and it was like 1am. I was actually in a rush to get home and edit videos for the next day Cakap Pasal Remaja Event (Nurabitah) at Masjid Ar-rabitah. So, I took a taxi back home and back to the mosque. At 4am! Then, I stayed up till the event. My duty was the AV stuff and Video Editor. I went for my toenail surgery at the end of August! Remove my toenail.

September! You know what time it is! My 17^th Birthday! The first time my birthday is on Ramadhan Month and that is Fasting month. Collected my testimonial too! I went out with Hariz to watch a late night movie with Hariz, that is Death Race. The next day, went to hospital to take out stitches for my toe! Recovered! I received my examination results too! It was good!

The following month, October, 1^st October first, it was Hari Raya Puasa! We went loads and loads of places including lunch at Sakura! October 11, I went out with Bloodline, Wizle, Lemon 8 and bloodline’s little brother to visit each and other houses for Hari Raya. School re-opened in mid-October. Emo life activated all the way till November.

The following month is November. Nurabitah sent Uzta Nuzhan to the Airport because he was going to Egypt to continue his studies. We really miss him. We tonned at the mosque till the next day. November the 18! S-league dinner was on this day. Me, Heiqel, Azlian, Putri and Liyana went. Me, Heiqel and Azlian took a photo with Therdsak Chaiman! End of November, was hell! I found out rumors about me going around? It has been settled. (Get out of my mind! Shoo!) I’ve forgotten about it!

Then, the last month of 2008! This month, started off with Liyana and Putri’s Dance recital on the 7^th. Then, Hari Raya Haji on 8^th December. While everyone in my family was celebrating and eating tidbits at my grandparents’ house, I was with Nurabitah at the mosque doing duty for the Korban (Sacrifice). I collected the unwanted organs and threw them away. Then, it was common test week. I can’t wait for my results. Then, break! Last day of common test, it was class gathering and Lynette and Syarif’s birthday celebration at Seoul Garden and then, watched Quarantine. Then, I went Malacca with family. Shopped and ate a lot! I ate delicious food there. Then, few days before Christmas, AV leaders went out to have fun! Well, after that, 24^th-26^th December, Chalet at Costa Sands to celebrate Azlian’s birthday and Christmas. Actually, it was more of Azlian’s birthday. 27^th December (it is not in my blog), I went out with my Mum, Sis and Putri to celebrate Putri’s birthday which was on the 28^th at Pizza Hut. We went to Vivo after that to get Liyana’s bag. 28^th December (it is not in my blog), I went out with Si Hao to do 10 of the wooden pegs for AV Crew advertising.

here r da picz for day 2 of chalet...

2008-12-26T20:28:00.004+08:00

though today is day 3 but we checked out at 10 hahah

bickfords lemon lime! love it!

choc fondue any1?

WE OWNED DA FONDUE!

starting up

purple flame

guys sori...no pics of bbq...coz practically it was super dark....da pics r somewhere...LOL...duno where....

day 2 of chalet

2008-12-26T01:17:00.002+08:00

wooo! da fun day!

first ate breakfast at BK..

den wild wild wet..wif azlian and sis

went to shiok river den to da playground, den to ular-lah ride, den to da tsunami pool den to shiok river again......den went off coz super dizzy....lying face up on da pool....hahahaha

den went walking arnd wif putz, azlian and sis....

den bought presents...for my frenz

den .....BBQ!
hahahha
chicken wing, satay, sting ray, fish and other food....and NICE MANGO CAKE for azlian bdae...

hahahahah
den after bbq, arnd 11pm...went back to chalet room to chill...leg super pain!
tmr 10am gotta check out..so i had fun hahahaha

day 1 of chalet

2008-12-25T02:28:00.003+08:00

day1..
hahaha

first of all, merry christmas......
happy bdae to shannon!
happy bdae to azlian!

at costa sands resort...did window shopping and food shopping! hahhaha
first reached here, we ate lunch at some makan house at da back of downtown east...den went window shopping wif azlian and sis and bak rumai...den..WOOO bought DELICIOUS FONDUE!! at a fondue shop......YUMMY! liyana had choc coated marshmellows, azlian had choc coated apples, bak rumai got choc coated strawberries and me...well...WARM choc coated waffles! hhahhahaha YUMMY!

YUMMY!

FOND U!! HAHAHAH

den explore da new downtown east shopping mall....and had dinner at hei sushi.....(1st halal sushi restaurant)..had chicken udon...and...loads of sushi! hahhahah....thx wakman and waklina!........

me and sis at hei sushi

my chicken udon

sushi plates...

..den....well....bought mucho mango and choc chip cookie from coffee bean! and den went to ntuc buy super coffeemix..FOR DA POKER CARDS! hahahha..da coffee give da adults! hhahaha..den nw wif azlian and sis playing psp and daiti...hahaha! while every1 slping...though im slping soon..

HAHAHAHHA

tmr wild wild wet and hopefully escape! hhahahaha and AZLIANS BDAE BBQ!

ytd and today

2008-12-23T19:59:00.002+08:00

ytd was super tiring...
first av meeting...den went to seletar country club wif si hao, hong yi and melvin
-played 2 games of pool
-played 7 games of bowling
-raced in arcade for 5 rounds
-abt 12 games of table tennis

see hw tiring...lol.....i did my best for bowling...well....first time played bowling after 3 years! LOL.....den raced...unbeaten run... until da end wher hong yi beat me by 1 sec...LOL....den 12 tiring games of table tennis...

den went to tanglin mall wif si hao and hong yi...look for bolt soundtrack...den walked to tanglin shopping centre...hong yi looking for job der...den took bus to plaza sing...to eat long johns...

today, went to tiong eat....den went to bukit merah... buy alphabet macaroni.....for av advertisement...lol TMR CHALET!

back home..HOME SWEET HOME

2008-12-20T20:57:00.005+08:00

well....back from melacca...hahahaha

had fun der...3D2N
hahahahah delicious food, great shopping(& window shopping) & great sights! hahahh

well. here i go

day 1: 18/12
left home for concorde hotel at 7am nxt to plaza sing. took a bus to melacca...about 3-4 hrs (plus immigration and break) and reached the hotel we checking in ...dat is equatorial hotel at 11am.....wen we checked in, well......liyana went swimming and me..well....duh! of coz enjoy da bed of da hotel room. WOOO great view of da SEA!! in da background..

goood shot of da hotel i took...

see da sea in da background! (btw dis is da view from our room)

christmas decors at hotel lobby

after dat went to eat lunch at newton food centre...i tink its near mahkota....near da sea...ordered PENANG LAKSA!! beef+beef spare parts soup and chendol(not so good). but da beef soup was YUMMY!!...den we went to da shopping mall nxt to da hotel....dat is dataran pahlawan...(isit dataran...lol i forgot ahhaha) bought a SUPERMAN shirt! hahahha...and....window shop...bought donuts.......and yeh...hhahahhaha! dats practically it...and slept arnd 12am...(wad da hell..woke up 4 times coz stomachache...) i wonder y..LOL....

Penang laksa, beef soup and chendol...

day 2: 19/12
DELICIOUS BREAKFAST BUFFET at da hotel....
den...but after breakfast eat medicine....den knocked out on my bed...while sleeping, parents and sis went walking around melacca.......hahahaha! ate sum black soy sauce noodle...ders a name for it in chinese...forgot...LOL..den more window shopping......den dinner, i ate laksa! and greatest chendol i've tasted in melacca! ahhahahah...den slept at 12am.. again woke up 4 times....duno y..LOL...

breakfast buffet(pastry, waffles, omelettes!, sausages, baked beans, beef bacon, crossiant & juice!)

miso soup at da buffet!

day 3: 20/12
woke up at 5 and bathe at 6 (caught da sunrise!)....bathe finish den waiting for every1 wake up....i accidentally slept...LOL....den every1 change liao den wake me up....den DELICIOUS BREAKFAST BUFFET AGAIN...lol.....den checked out and went to dataran pahlawan to shop shop shop and lunch...ate (dis is long) "Black Pepper Chicken and Mushroom Noodle and Egg Hotplate" dey put it on da menu....damn long lol......HAHAHA....bought 6 bottles, 5 packets of chewing gum.....den went off at 4pm in da bus...

sunrise...

my Black pepper chicken and mushroom noodle with egg hotplate..

starbucks!! MOCHA!

random pic..but its NICE!!

yummmy yummmy apple pie!!

da sea view from second link bridge..

.back to singapore! dis is da onli ting i was mad at la...
THE F*KED UP CUSTOMS!...hahahha....well....cnt say anyth coz i was taking a risk..hahahah

we split all da chewing gum bottles....1 bottle 1 bag....as for me...i kept 3 packets of chewing gum....hahahha....well...immigration caught 2 bags and confiscated 4 bottles....hahahha! dumbass! still got 2 more bottles and 5 more packets...and my bag neva "kena" hahhahah.....u knw y...i tell u ah...*psst* CANNOT TELL! hahaha...later immigration officer see...dey suggest...den cannot bring home chewing gum in da future....my younger sis was like gonna cry....see....seee.....da customs evil and heartless!! steal candy from little gurl!.........i tink....singapore shud do smth abt dis chewing gum ban....coz its f*ked up! dey shudnt ban in da first place......and instead.....dey shud like put strict rules on chewing gum.....like....mayb....

THIS IS TO DA GOVERNMENT!! SUGGESTION FROM ME!!
1. chewing gums shud b allowed across custom....(its not like majority of us gonna litter)
2. discipline singaporeans not to throw da chewing gum arnd and da consequences...
3. impose a fine for those caught putting chewing gum here and der....
4. lemme tell u....malaysia oso allow chewing gum....and i dun c many abc(already been chewed) gum arnd... clean......its just da f*ked up attitude of singaporeans for throwing chewing gum arnd.......seee....MUST DISCIPLINE DEM!! get rid of dat attitude!!

coz we teens and da children of singapore want to enjoy chewing gum!! and pass it arnd our class and frenz!!

SAY NO TO CHEWING GUM BAN! SAY NO TO CHEWING GUM BAN!

ooo protest...hahhaha

if nt i go migrate!! den can enjoy chewing gum! come on! i put my chewing gum in a piece of tissue and into da friggin dustbin.......ok!! either dat or i spit into da dustbin! so yeh....

nvm...back home nw.....

sup

2008-12-13T18:12:00.002+08:00

3 days havent blogged...

thurs went to seoul garden wif class...hahahah
celebrate lynette and syarif's bdae....den chill....take photos....and den watched quarantine at cineleisure at nite wif class.....den went home lors...(btw photos will b up soon)

ytd....went to watch bolt wif putz, dixon and sis at nite....at cineleisure..

today...caught a bad flu...and feel reli weak.....didnt go for ee society bonding camp....LOL....

catching a cold...

2008-12-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

lol....yeh....ah chew!!

reli sick...

dis month loads of tings happening...(holidays!)
ytd was math common test (eg2)...damn! instead of 2pi/120pi...i did da other way round...LOL.....wasted! lol..

and just nw....was my acoustics and music tech test....easier den i expected..LOL....

den alredi studied analogue electronics...rdy for tmrs paper....haha.....wish me luck...

well....jsut nw went to funan to fetch liyana and putri from dance class...at da same time...bought a $33 philips headphone! wooo! finally.....

den im going to seoul garden at taka tmr for class gathering...hahaha after analogue electronics paper.....

lets see....den friday going out wif hariz, syahid(nt confirm), putz and dixon....watch bolt at cineleisure at 7.30pm..DUN BE LATE GUYS!...coz hariz from soccer training at ite clementi...and putz from work at aljunied......yeh...ahhaha...im from home....going der arnd 6 to get da tix...hahaha

well....saturday got ee society bonding day camp-cum-FOC'09 discussion meeting.....from 8.45am to 6pm....

den sunday chilling....and monday soccer training...

18th: N lvl results....ALL DA BEST HEIQEL!! and da rest of 4NA & NT!! sorry cnt attend lol....overseas...

17th to 19th..malacca trip....

and.....24th to 26th having chalet...

26th at night....probably going for christmas party at shamus's fren house..shamus invited us...LOL....

den 28th...putz's bdae...but she leaving da country..SO SAD...coming back arnd 1st Jan...lol...

I WAN TIX TO COUNTDOWN PARTY 08/09!!!

Hari Raya Haji

2008-12-09T16:20:00.003+08:00

Yeh....Sunday went to da mosque to slpover in mosque...(though i didn't sleep) hahah

we played daiti all da way...played 21 for like a few minutes...and watched get smart...

lol...den nxt morning....muke steam...(super tired)...but still...gotta do duty..
lets see...after bath, we went for rayer prayers...den went down to get into our jumpsuits and work for da korban ceremony (which is sacrificial ceremony)

yeh..its in da Quran we have to do dis.....

da story started from da story of prophet abraham (nabi ibrahim) where he was asked by god to slaughter his own son prophet ishmael (nabi ismail) . he had to follow god's doings of course but actually god was testing him. and when he was about to slaughter his son, god changed his son into a goat/sheep. and i guess that's how hari raya korban started....

ok...yeh..my duty was dirrty work..but we doing dis for pahala (as a good deed)...so i ain't complaining...hahaha..efyn, radi and I had da same duty dat is pick up da unwanted organs(SUPER HEAVY! its like 5-10kg) and da skin, put them in thrashbags and throw dem away by using a wheelburrow and out into da HUGE container which collects these bags.........we were wearing our jumpsuits...onli our hands and feet were stained wif blood and our stuff.....

WOOO i actualli loved da job...doing it for a good deed summore....da rest were doing da carrying of da goats from da area dey were kept to da slaughtering area and into da skinning area....

we worked 4hrs from 10am to 2pm...non stop...no break...super tiring bringing back and forth da wheel burrow and carrying heavy trashbags...but gotta handle idiotic indian aunties (no offence to indians) outside...muthafking annoying.....dey were like forcing us to open da container to allow them take da unwanted organs....dey eat dat?? OMG.. lol....i didn't know dat...or isit use for smth else.....den we give dem like 1 or 2 per person..dey not happy sia.....den dey go empty da stomach acid ...(which looks EXACTLY like faeces) and da faeces itself outside da mosque...>WTF! super rude la......den we say one more time dey do dat...we call police...dey dun wan listen...den in da end...we take matters into our own hands....we scolded dem and shouted at dem....call dem fuck off.....shouted loudly at dem la.....super angry la......dey damn rude la....wanted to call police....but den....hw to call....hand dirty...LOL....den we call da adults to settle....den finally get rid of dem...but da mess....haiz....dey r sickening people la...so inconsiderate..

and yeh. den after da ceremony....bathed and debrief...den went grandparents house to send da mutton i got and den went home to sleep....since i was tired and didnt slp da previous night, i slpt arnd 6pm..and woke up da nxt day which is today at 11am....den came to school for EG2 paper...lol....i still feel super tired..LOL....now at ourspace....lol....

ok heres da picz

before slaughter...

efyn and me in our jumpsuits..

busy at work

da skinning zone....

actualli der r pics of da slaughtering and after slaughter but.....i dun wan my blog to b a scary blog...but to me i gotta accept da fact..aniwae these goats once dey get slaughtered.....their souls go to heaven...dats good....

..

2008-12-07T01:46:00.003+08:00

today i went to putri's and liyana's dance recital...wow...dey danced well..haha

here r some of da pics...i will give you more pics soon...

me, liyana and putri

from left to right: nicole, charmaine, justin, si yuan, louise, putri, dixon, wei liang and amanda
HAHAHAH! dey changed alot since i last saw dem..

justin, me, liyana and putri

hahah

2008-12-05T18:35:00.007+08:00

forgotten everyth.....everyth seems to b betta nw..and im happy for dat.. HAHAHA

*crack* *crack* just dat my legs hurt! tired probably hahahha
took a few pics these few days (arranged from recent pics to older pics)... and todays aeeps practical..ROX!! so fun la fixing light circuits ahhah

heres da picz of aeeps prac today

Fluorenscent lamp circuit

circuit breaker!

ooo switches..AHHAHA (on circuit breaker)

Lightbulb circuit..(with circuit breaker on the left and Luke, my lab partner's hand)

and yeh..dats dat......

heres my aeeps project last term...solder like siao...ahhahah

AN AMPLIFIER!!

ok....i toook a photo of da pond at blk 56 from da 5th floor of blk 56 hahhaha..nice shot

dinner at kap....with ian, cc, maria, rene, jj, shannon, eric, wenny and soon heng (i tink...i totally forgot hhu went ahhaha) nvm...

me and ian's curry boxes..but....majority ian's hahaha

hahahah
and....dats all....im glad im happy again woo!

life stinks..

2008-12-03T15:19:00.003+08:00

dey obviously dun care abt wad happens to me at home....well...i got problems in school and at home...dun wanna mention it here...fucked up life...

im aint perfect aite! life is neva perfect! people make mistakes...and learn from dem..

trying to work dat out....i got problems wen it comes to da "learning from my mistakes" part

Bullshit!

life just sux

2008-11-28T12:04:00.002+08:00

now den i knw. der r ppl hu hate me in class....
well hate me all u wan...coz all for u is a middle finga..
i dun see a fking reason for hating me at all...
mayb sum sucky lousy fcked up attitude of mine but u shud at least inform me..den i can change...u dun like me..dun complain...coz dats da way i m...im being myself....i was worst last time coz my life was shit....but nw..hate me all u wan.for all i fking care....im not at a lost...i can always look for new frenz..and so wad if he still wans to b my fren? u dun have to ignore him too rite? u dun have to not like him too rite?

wadeva la...btw thx sarip, rene and shamus for pointing out my mistakes and being my a fren to me

...

2008-11-26T09:42:00.002+08:00

didn't get selected for ivp...nvm HAHA..more time to train harder! HAHAHAH

ytd. super tiring day but nvm...
after comt, went to ourspace to meet luke and pris...den pris went to do comt project at library and luke went for class. so i was left alone....waited for shamus to come..wif my green apple green tea HAHA ^^ den went to his house wif david. put our bags den go eat at btp....den went back to his house teach him hw to do the aeeps project...dat is an amplifier...LOL....i help him solder a few components coz i was in a rush...den went back to school for floorball training....COACH IS BACK!..hahahha ytd selections sia..hahah....i guessed i played my best...but was not enough to be selected nvm....waaa i made da coolest defence in my floorball life! coz we play wif onli one keeper....den my line was defending da one without a keeper...(and i'm da defender)..haha...den from no wher..i tink it was zul hu shot one almost into da goal...but i managed to stick out my stick to block the shot from entering the goal....cool lors...but i made mistakes too..i rmb peter pass to me...but i miss cushioning da pass allowing da other team to chase after me for da ball....waaa but lucky..i manage to grab back da ball and cross pass to hong hao...(da other defender in my line) waaa super lucky but it would be a fatal error if i let da ball go just like dat....but den another match i was actualli in contact wif shahrul...he behind me trying to grab da ball....den he elbowed my back..by accident....up till nw my back SUPER STIFF!...nvm..hahaha..NO PAIN NO GAIN! hahahaha

dats dat! BTW GRATZ TO KHAI FOR BEING SELECTED!! HAHAHHAHAHA

btw...
heys kah hui, ur still nt answering my calls, my sms and didn't see u online for almost 2 days....haiz.....i hope u just forgive me..

life is so fking unfair

2008-11-25T12:00:00.002+08:00

haiz
kah hui aint replying my sms, answering my calls and i didnt see her online for da whole morning.....
since last nite she neva replied my sms...i hope she is not ignoring me for wad happened ytd. i duno..but i kinda regretted wad i did ytd...reli sori kah hui..haiz

nvm...life stinks man....muthafking haterz aint liking me at all...

bull shit....

i guess life is neva ever fair.....stinking life....
thx to pris for listening to my probs....and cheering me up ytd...chatted wif her on da fon for almost an hr.....

haiz....so emo post man!

wooo

2008-11-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

waaa floorball selections for ivp nxt week...must impress coach!! must do my best...time to train every night! if possible! TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN!

and....i feel like singing a song....(practically to describe the mood im in nw)

*
I fall asleep by the telephone.
It's 2 o'clock and I'm waiting up alone.
And tell me where have you been?

I found a note with another name.
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same.
'Cause I can feel that you're gone.

Can't bite my tongue forever,
While you try to play it cool.
You can hide behind your story,
But don't take me for a fool.

[Chorus]
You can tell me that there's nobody else. [but I feel it]
You can tell me that you're home by yourself. [but I see it]
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know, your love is just a...lie. [lie x2]
It's nothing but a...lie. [lie x2]

You look so innocent,
But the guilt in your voice gives you away.
Yeah, you know what I mean.
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you.
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So don't try to say you're sorry,
Or try to make it right.
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else. [but I feel it]
You can tell me that you're home by yourself. [but I see it]
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But i know, i know, your love is just a...lie. [lie] lie [lie]
It's nothing but a...lie [lie] lie [lie]
You're nothing but a LIE!

You can tell me that there's nobody else. [but I feel it]
You can tell me that you're home by yourself. [but I see it]
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
but I know, [know x2]
I know, your love is just a lie. [know]
I know, you're nothing but a...lie! [lie!] lie! [lie!]
You're nothing but a...lie! [lie!] lie! [lie!]
Your love is just a...LIE!
*

hahahaha

2008-11-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

just came back from s-league awards dinner...hahahahah quite good food..can tahan....great hosts! hahahha....

wooo and got a pic wif therdsak chaiman! hahahha we saw michelle chong and jean danker! lol...we wanted to take pics wif dem hahahhaha but dey were in a rush...wasted..hahah
a

wooo

2008-11-16T15:22:00.007+08:00

just woke up..coz last nite i went to wish my goodyes to uzta nuzhan hu was leaving for egypt to continue his islamic studies. almost da whole of nurabitah crew went! (fyi nurabitah is a youth crew in jamiyah ar-rabitah mosque).

first, went to haziq house play MY PS2 which left wif him since last week wif shabeer and efyn. then we went to the airport arnd 10. reached der. we ate WOOO macs. MEGA MACS! i bought da mega mcspicy and shabeer bought da mega mac. heres a pic of dem..HAHAHHA

mega Mcspicy on da left and mega mac on da right

MY MEGA MCSPICY!!

den after eating hahaha..... i saw smth dat kinda disturbed me. i saw a man in his 40s flirting wif a teen holding her hand and rubbing it. i was like damn! was dat man flirting wif da girl. and den efyn and i wanted to approach da man before he does anyth wrong....den all a sudden a woman in her 40s pass by....and talked to da man...den soon...i realised SHYT dat was da man's daughter....but da odd thing is...y da father like flirting wif his own daughter....funny......

nvm back to story..we were like waiting for every1 to arrive.....so we decided to chill first at coffee bean and den met up wif zul and firman....and after dat we went to da row..and chattted a lil wif uzta nuzhan. den azhar, faizal, harith and fariz arrived. den we chat chat chat chat chat. den finally it was time to say good bye to uzta nuzhan....wow...one whole row of people waiting to say good bye to uzta nuzhan...he must be very popular hahahaha...he had to take turns to say good bye and take photos...soon it was our turn..we were like hugging and shaking hands....reli gonna miss him.....

and we took da greatest nurabitah group photo yet...

top row from left to right: azhar, efyn, firman, harith, faizal, uzta nuzhan(fierece seh), fariz, haziq
bottom row from left to right: zul, shabeer, me!

den we took sum photos! dis is kinda gay but we find it a lil cool hahahha

from the red lace shoe clockwise: harith(i tink), azhar, shabeer, fariz, mine, faizal, efyn.

haha after dat. we got a ride back to ar-rabitah coz it was 2am and we had to rent a van....$40 altogether..can ba....den ton at da mosque till nxt morning....at da mosque, we watched funny or comedical(if dats da word) videos on youtube. den efyn and me went to haziqs house and played ps wif haziq and him.....den slpt for a short while at haziq house like 20 mins..den went home......hhahha and slp all da way till nw...hahahhahah

wooo

2008-11-13T11:39:00.002+08:00

so tired today...not going floorball....i tink im developing a flu....nose been blocked since dis morning.....leaking too.. now onli blocked. ytd i slept at 2! den woke up at 6...LOL...and summore ytd went home in rain.....probably mayb my head kena rain....den headache last nite....den i tink sick...lucky tmr nt schooling..duno lol...probably going out wif wizle and hernie dat is if im betta tmr..now so tired!!! wanna slp..but schooling....

hahahaha!

im bored......gimme smth to do!

DO MY GROUP'S SURVEY PLS! PLS! PLS!

2008-11-11T14:09:00.000+08:00

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=eQEzlWqbGwvRu6xcaWQ97A_3d_3d

thk u!!!

wooo

2008-11-08T16:35:00.001+08:00

good day at work...reli fun...had a good lunch too! shrimp dumpling noodles! hahhahahaha
den guess wad.....smth funny happened at da bus stop opposite da shell station near queensway....
i was like listening to my songs in my fon..den saw two men fighting....didnt knw da reason...but da first ting i saw was da two men scolding "fuck u!" to each other! one of da men child was there....wow! i didnt knw adults could be reli immature....den one of da men prevented da other from going up da bus..den dey were like pushing each otehr and scolding each other...waaa looks like da fight i was in wen i was sec 2 hahahah! 14 years old! and these men are like 40+ or 50+? lol....immature bastards! den der were like so many ppl looking at dem...one of men was like preventing da other from escaping den call duno hu...wad! call gang ah? i tink dey were like calling police lors....quite lame.....im guessing a small matter turned into a big matter lors! coz i was like listening to evil deeds by eminem at dat time..."father pls forgive me for i knw nt wad i do....lalalalalaa" den all a sudden heard FUCK U! wad da hell....spoilers sia! song so nice den da two men spoiled it by shouting...lol i was like minding my own business....but had da temptation to shut da two up and kick their arses! coz damn! adults r so fking childish and immature! cant u like forgive da other person?!? and forget wad happen...LOL...still wannan fight and nt let da other go....i saw it wif my eyes...one of da men wanted to board da bus...at da entrance of da bus den after dat da other man pulled his bag and pulled him down! asked da bus to go...hw rude...lol.....wad is da world becuming? DAMN IT i shud have recorded da video and post it on youtube....i can be famous! hahhahahaha......joking joking....but seriously...guys..dis is ur typical kiasu singaporeans....HAHHAHAHAHH

wooo

2008-11-07T17:07:00.003+08:00

last night, flrball training...my best form! but nt good enuf! must improve summore! hahhahaha today...wow......eeps practical test was ez hahaaha! and nw...rotting at ourspace wif gary and eric..gary and eric playing warcraft...ahahhaha i was like doing random stuff......nfs, chatting, blogging, blog hopping and listening to music bleahs...ian said half an hr ago dey coming up soon and nw dey just just finished eating at canteen 1..LOL...nvm hahahah

ooooo
oooo
ooo
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finally he come wif chen chian ahahahahhaha....den gary and eric left...LOL....dey leaving at 6...so i guess going home by den..

today.

2008-11-02T01:11:00.002+08:00

work was crap....reli blur! i cudnt tink properly! lol..
nvm

after dat went to funan to send putri to dance class and den went to pasir ris wif her dad and her to book her chalet..
den to vivo to meet sis, mum, her mum and her brother. watch hsm3! wow im suprised! its betta den hsm1 and hsm2 combined! lol...

i was reli dpressed after dat..actualli worried...was smsing nah in da afternoon...at 2. den all a sudden she neva reply...ever since..LOL......well...i hope i didnt say anyth dat hurt her feelings....coz im a dumbass! i neva ever tink wen i say tings. im reli sori if i did hurt ur feelings. nah pls dun b angry.......

today

2008-10-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

great day! as u can see i took pics wif fiona and shamus hahahha

shamus sori la now den give u da iron maiden cd...hahahha....
lets see.....shamus kena bullied like siao today...poor dude! hahhaha

ael tutorial...we were like crapping in class hahahahhaha den break went to canteen 2 to eat...smth funny happened hahahahahhaha....WHER DID SHAMUS PLATE OF RICE GO?!! HAHAHAHHAHA.....ael lecture..again crapping....den eeps prac...dis was cool...hahahhaha we took pics! and we were like freezing! and ask ian transfer dj max 3 to my xternal harddisk hahahah...
den... met nic! hahahah shamus's "gay" fren! ahhahahah joking joking! den went to alumni drink milo dinosaur...wif dem...den send fiona to her cca location...den went home hahhaha....lalalala....

so fun! hahahahhaa

wooo BESTIES!!

2008-10-31T20:08:00.005+08:00

SHAMUS! HHAHA AND ME!!

FRENZ FOREVER!!

Hmmmmmmm

btw da book was to cover ian's face. he spoilt da pic!

I'm doin it my own way

2008-10-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

Yeh true man! people say, "Luqman, GO JOG AND SCRAP THOSE FATS OFF!", "Luqman, you look fucking ugly wen ur fat!", "Luqman, ur a fat ass!". yeh screw dis people....as if dey r any betta....well like i said i'm doin it my own way! hahahahhaa i'm gonna choose how i am gonna lose my fats! and definitely i will work hard for it! DUH! and yeh! whether im fat or not, i am still not ugly la! SEE HIGH SELF-ESTEEM! its gonna drop soon though...

first up, about floorball today! OMG none of my frenz came flrball so it is like so emo! so lonely! my performance oso shitty today! was like damn! I DID NOT CUSHION AN EASY PASS!! DEN DA PRECISION WAS LIKE GO HERE AND DER!! FUCK DA BLACKOUT LA! we were like doing 5 drills den! OOOOH! BLACKOUT! den do PT. shit! have so much fun den stupid PT! summore today PT WAS LIKE SO SO TIRING coz duh! after 5 drills of passing and shooting, passing and shooting, passing and shooting!! so i did endure again! lol...5 100m sprints! 5 sets of 20 push ups and crunches...(sori lost count..cudnt do sum coz too tired!) den debrief..i was like wad da fuck after dat! da lights came back on! anyway was too exhuasted to train summore...after dat went home...aiya.....shitty bus ride..as per normal.......most of da time on da bus was spent toking to ilmi abt floorball...

waaa ok back to my fat problem..........im gonna do it my own way! u knw wads dat way! i aint gonna jog which may lead to my weakening of my weakened ligaments on my ankles. so yeh! im just gona train in da gym and play flrball! hahahha......damn i got 3 years to lose weight. wads da rush? LAME SHIT! whoeva dares insults me becuz im fat! oh yeh did i tell u?! in my religion, we believe dat if we say negative tings abt a person and its nt ez for dat person to get rid of dat ting.....da "insultor" will "have" dat ting...LOL ok too confusing....eg. if u call a person fat and make fun of him, u urself will be fat in da future....depends on hw fat.....for me...im nt da evil ok! i dun wish for ppl to be fat....but its to show to dem....hw do u like it if ur fat, and people make fun of u! being fat is nt sumth to be ashamed of! and thin ppl/muscular ppl shud nt discriminate fat ppl! instead u shud b helping dem shed these unwanted fats! and nt demoralize dem wif harsh comments! u tink we fat ppl r weak! run very slow! BLAA BLAA BLAA! well...wait! have u seen fat ppl hu are/were successful..der r loads of dem! even in sports such as throwing events.

well......im too tired to type! im so so so exhausted! dats all for nw! c ya

haha

2008-10-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

2 weeks passed since skul started...and skul have been fun hahha!

oh yeh, every1 GO TO WIZLE'S blog and listen to his demos!
dey r damn nice!

Lov e me or hate me!

2008-10-23T22:04:00.001+08:00

Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

So I can't dance and I really can't sing.
I can only do one thing,
And that's be "Luqman Hakim"!
So I can't dance and I really can't sing.
I can only do one thing,
And that's be "Luqman Hakim"!